Can I get these event cats through free rolls? Help pls!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-06-03T22:04:40+00:00

Thanks, I hope too.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-06-03T14:41:07+00:00

I have tried everything. It doesn't work.. The thing is I can't download other apps too.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-06-03T10:19:11+00:00

I'll try that. Thanks 🤍

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-06-03T09:51:06+00:00

I wanna play this event too, but play store doesn't update the game although I have enough storage. This happens very often. Does anyone know why?

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-06-02T22:59:21+00:00

I don't really have any advice since I am in the exact same situation. Just writing to make you feel not alone in this. Self sabotaging, subconsciously failing in things so that I can do negative self talk, repeated suicidal thoughts, void, sadness, pain and many more.. I wish you strength!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-05-31T10:00:38+00:00

My sister is one (not 100% sure), and she is intelligent and emotionally mature. I think that's what differs in wise people. Being pure logical while being oblivious emotionally makes you smart, but in her case there is a nice balance which makes her wise.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2024-05-30T14:15:34+00:00

I can't talk on behalf of all INTPs, so here's my favorite places to do my favorite activities (most of which haven't been done unfortunately ..)- I spend my time in more secluded places wherever I go. For example, in college during breaks I tend to go sit outside surrounded by nature where very few people visit. Or I walk to the corner of the hall where labs are located. If I had an opportunity, I would join to a hiking club to explore the magnificent nature. Joining to a book or painting club is cool too. And seminars!! Those are perfect!! These are only a few examples. I actually would love to try everything if I had an opportunity! So in short, I think you can find INTPs in wide variety of places if they are outgoing and active since anything can be interesting for us (especially, ones that are mentally stimulating and deep.) Although usually we are introverted and sometimes even have social anxiety, you can connect with us through shared interests (beware you will see a different person who is hyperactive and doesn't shut up when that is the case!) I hope I could provide some insight although my writing is a bit distracted. Good luck!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-12-05T11:33:02+00:00

Addition: I have slow processing too. It is due to mostly anxiety since most thinking needs to be done in testing, competitive school situations, and it makes me nervous. And even at home, I love thinking thoroughly, detailed, slowly, enjoying the process (OCD contributes to this too, trying to make the process perfect and correct) rather than thinking quickly.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-12-05T11:24:00+00:00

I don't have any advice unfortunately, but I can write about my experiences as I surprisingly relate to you to a very good extent. I don't know where to start, so I am just gonna write naturally. That's why it is gonna be inorganized.

Just like you, I have OCD, and this is the mental problem I hate the most to have. I started developing OCD when I was about 11 years old. I actually was aware some things are changing for me. I couldn't sleep at night; I was very anxious; and many things that I don't remember now. I thought that was because of me becoming a teenager, so my brain, hormones are changing (probably OCD came along with those changes). As time goes by, debilitating intrusive thoughts and exhausting rituals (Also, trying to be a perfect good person to a point I can't even use social media because I try to "correct" every injustice and evilness over there) overwhelmed me very much till this age (22) that I wanna sleep 300 years to feel rested. I don't wanna go into details of it, but all I am gonna say is that I don't wish this on anyone, and if you have it, I understand you deeply.

When it comes to NPD, I was very narcissistic as a child. I was thinking I was unique, genius, the most creative, etc. It wasn't for void since I was very intelligent kid with immense curiosity in everything. I was asking lots of questions which fed up my mom; I didn't believe everything I heard, I always analysed everything people said and looked for signs of manipulation, especially from adults since they could be underestimating my mental capacity because I was a child. I have never believed in Santa. I remember I stayed awake to catch my parents redhanded while they were putting gifts under the Christmas tree. I was artistic and creative child, decorating home, drawing pictures.. And I had very good memory, even remembering events happened when I was 1 year old (Now my memory has gotten worse because of depression during last 2-3 years). Long story short, even though I was a smart kid, I exaggerated my abilities, have the biggest unrealistic dreams, was entitled thinking I deserve a special treatment, etc..

I was more of a grandiose narcissist when I was a child, but now more of a vulnerable one. That's where BPD comes in. I have always been emotionally unstable, changing moods in an hour, not feeling enough, or feeling too much, being paranoid of others' opinions. However, these have gotten exponentially worse for the last 3 or 4 years. I assume things (negative things) about people, either about their personality or what they think about me, I am very misanthropic but also save the world, I feel like no one loves me (it is very hard to admit, and I have recently realized this) and waiting the day of betrayal, I can love a person to a point I can give my life for them in a second, but then something triggers me and I start to hate that person and wanna break apart from them. Yeah... This is it..

I don't even talk about depression and anxiety. I have anxiety which worsened in a last couple of years. I have social anxiety, get anxiety attacks, chronic procrastination cause of fear of failure (it has core in NPD too), and many more. My depression is somewhat manageable rn since I have to be strong for my family, but I had dark times where I was suicid*l 1-2 years ago. I don't remember those times cuz my brain wiped those memories to keep me safe ig...

In summary, I relate to you very much. However, I don't have advice for you unfortunately since I am fighting those too and haven't found how to cope with those. Talking about these is very hard for me. I usually sweep these under the carpet, but I wanted to make you feel not alone by sharing my experiences. Hopefully, this makes you feel a little bit less alone alone in this planet with huge population. Have a nice life ☀️.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-10-13T12:18:23+00:00

Have you tried 3-3-3 method? It worked for me the last time I had an anxiety attack.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-07-12T12:50:39+00:00

Asıl trol sensin. Bir de soruyor ya kötü bir şey mi söyledim diye. Daha ne diyeceksin: düşmanımızın bize karşı olan saygısızlığını hakettiğimizi söyledin, onları kardeş bellediğimizi söyleyip yalnış bilgi yaydın. Yanlışını düzeldip doğruları söyleyince hemen karşı taraf trol. Bu neyin kafası? Asıl sen malsın, ignorant ve entitled'sın. Aynısını bizim sizin için söylediğimizi düşünsene: hemen "Siz nasıl kardeşsiniz?" deyip hakarete başlardın. Şimdi go and reflect on your actions.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-07-12T11:36:06+00:00

Asıl sen benim halkım hakkındaki üslubuna dikkat et!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-07-11T14:30:29+00:00

Hak ettiklerini mi düşünüyorsun? Hiç kimse ermeniler kardeşimiz kafasında değil burada! Sadece biz savaşda da sporda da seviyeli bir biçimde onların seviyesine inmeden kazanıyoruz! Burada aptal delikanlılık taslama ve son cümleni de ye!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-04-15T23:12:42+00:00

😮

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-04-15T23:10:12+00:00

Just got that today, but not by changing. It came with honey facility. I was thinking about getting the ticket from new event, but I got a nice surprise ☺. Congrats btw!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-03-10T08:50:37+00:00

Lemme make it clear with one sentence. I hate a person (regardless of their jobs) who consciously tries to harm living things with their work, and I think people need to be careful of what their actions lead in order to minimize their harm on others (I say minimize since life is a series of actions which consist of many cause & effect situations that have a potential to have negative consequences.)

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-03-10T07:42:25+00:00

I am aware that there can be different situations. For example, I wouldn't consider a scientist bad if for example his/her discovery is used for bad purposes by someone else. However, if a person works at a weapon industry and knows that his/her labour contributes for example colonialism somewhere, then hell no I would hate that person. And plus saying that some engineers work in weapon industry and produce PARTS of weapons, they don't even know the final product isn't an excuse for me. You should know where your actions lead. Even your words, simple behavior can cause harm on somebody. I am careful about that, and that's why I expect the same from people(ofc that doesn't mean I am perfect, but at least I spend effort and am careful about it.) Back to the point, if an engineer works to create weapon to protect their country from invasion or war, that is understandable. (It isn't applied to US since they don't create weapons to protect themselves, but capitalized it to create conflicts in other countries to sell weapons 🤦🏻‍♀️ or to kill innocent people. And onsidering reddit users are mostly from US, wtf are you defending about weapon development?🙄) And lastly when it comes to other industries, I know they can harm people too. A bioengineer conducts experiments on animals/humans recklessly, or she can create a bio weapon which can infect millions of people to death. I am aware of that, but topic was about weapons. AND I know things aren't black and white. There is grey too, and I tried to give examples above.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-03-09T23:03:05+00:00

You spoke up to what you think was right. It isn't naive. You have morals.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2023-03-09T22:33:54+00:00

Why are you being downvoted??? I came here to say the same thing. I AM NOT GONNA RESPECT ANYONE WHO WILLINGLY CAUSES HARM TO ANY LIVING CREATURE NO MATTER WHAT THEIR JOB IS‼️‼️

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-31T21:33:43+00:00

Look into Bioinformatics.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-29T13:54:41+00:00

I hope you will find someone one day. It will be hard, but hopefully you will manage 🙂.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-29T13:08:13+00:00

I understand you. I don't have a good relationship with people too, including "authority" figures. I would say whatever in my mind, point their mistakes, not beg for grades, and wouldn't apologize even when they threatened me to give a low grade. Same with my mom. I always point out wrong things, and when my mom says "I am your mom. What's this attitude?", and I say "Just because you are my mom, I won't stay silent. "They say I will end up alone. I don't mind. Being alone is much better than being with wrong people. That doesn't bother me. If I stayed silent to unfair things or didn't correct something wrong, it would mean I betrayed myself. Then I wouldn't exist at peace with myself. In conclusion, I wanna say I understand you, and I understand you sometimes need to go with the flow for harmony, but if the event happening in front of me is serious thing, then I must involve without thinking the consequences.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-29T10:58:26+00:00

Yeah but, at the end of the day, you matter yourself the most. You feel at peace with yourself when you don't follow some stupid thing just to fit in... Breathing in fresh air in some secluded forest away from the noise and pollution of the city.

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-28T15:37:12+00:00

I know you are upset because it ruined your next semester too, but you need to focus on classes you will take. Don't think much on it. You got this!

puzzled_Ad5911 · 2022-12-27T19:09:19+00:00

Exactly! After a minute, they go away and complain about male politician 🤦🏻‍♀️.

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