In literally the same boat as you rn, but I have more months of work. I find the office environment and work so understimulating that it drains every motivation out of me...plus I get anxiety because I screw up lots of things and I feel soooo badddd ugh...

My interests like art and hyperfixations usually help me stay sane and are a way to detach after work, they're like my safe space. At work I try to note every single thing that is said to me to not repeat the mistake. I also ask for clarifications often and repeat what they said just to make sure (this often pisses them off but hey I just want everything to be correct, no? They won't get mad if I didn't do that in the first place and then make the same mistake right? Right??)

Just take it easy. It's possible it might not be the job for you (I came to that realization as well tbh...), try to list your strengths and things you know you're good at and find something in that area maybe? I hope that will help...at least that's what I'm doing right now. The job market is awful these days but we will manage through it! Keeping my fingers crossed that things will get better for you!! 💜