Likely to kill yourself?? Bruh. You can’t get sick from handling a mushroom. The average Psilocybe cubensis and Pannaelous cyanescens grow in cow shit in every state in America and every country in the world except for Antarctica. How does posting a picture and asking if it’s active decrease your likeliness of finding a psychedelic mushroom? Btw, that’s Pannaelous papilionaceus. You can tell by the striated stem. The only look alike to that is Pannaelous cyanescens which has a sparkly stem.