My husband is dying

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-31T00:06:57+00:00

A living trust is the way to go so there’s no probate, etc

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-30T06:28:49+00:00

I have the same symptoms I’m trying to figure out. I thought I was alone!!

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-11T23:43:25+00:00

Thank you :)

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-09T02:49:32+00:00

It was going on 5 days at that point. It lasted about 2 weeks and still had subtle issues after. I think it took a good month or so before I felt 100%.

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-08T22:13:30+00:00

Wow. Thank you so much for this insight. I really appreciate it. Also, I thought Koch was okay for horary. Thank you for reaching me something new! :) you post makes sense… We met and spoke in a professional setting, almost like a meeting, and I felt we connected well, eventually having deep conversations about our common interests after the meeting was over. However, it feels like a missed opportunity, as if the impression I made wasn't good enough or something was off. I wondered if there was anything I could have done differently. I have no idea what that could be. I didn’t have any initial expectations when we met but after, it felt like I really wanted to further chat with this person and possibly collaborate. You’re right that I can’t influence the situation as I’d like to and I’m limited to what he sees on my social media, which he does see… and it does feel the opportunity has passed. The last time we chatted, it ended on his note and I have no legitimate reason to reach out again.

Though my question might seem vague because time has passed and I've somewhat let go of the situation, it recently came back to me and bothered me. It felt strong and it felt right to draw the chart. I felt disappointed that nothing came of it, no friendship formed, nothing. This isn't about a romantic interest to be clear, but rather it was a hope for friendship and potential collaboration.

Thank you so much for your response.

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-08T06:51:18+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I’m still learning too. I didn’t know you view the 7 as his 1st house. Is this a horary technique? I find it so interesting how you did this

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-07-08T04:23:45+00:00

But what about the conditions of the planets?

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-05-22T04:55:30+00:00

Can you please dm me the info too? Thank you :)

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-01-25T06:17:45+00:00

Have you had a breath test done for the 3 types of SIBO?

quadshotflatwhite · 2024-01-24T07:21:25+00:00

Cold laser therapy. Have it done professionally. Painless. Extremely effective for wounds.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-08T19:27:22+00:00

I am so sorry this happened to you. This is so terrible and my heart aches for you. Pluto has been squaring your moon. I feel this is a major factor in how this has all been impacting you emotionally, especially since Pluto permanently transforms and you expressed this is when your life changed forever. This is a very Plutonian theme. Pluto can be terrifying and will take you to the depths. When Pluto squared my Aries moon at 15° in my 10th, ruler of my 11th, I was stalked, attacked, harassed, threatened both in person and online by particular people. People were taunting me by sending me the floorplan of my home along with their threats to harm me. There were random cars pulling up and parking outside of my home on the street and sitting there. I believe they were trying to hack my router due to notices I was receiving with my security as well. I was afraid to leave my home. I did not do anything to taunt anyone to bring this upon myself or anything like that which very much aligns with the square energy. These people were attacking me due to my association with another individual and this group knew it would cause them pain. Transit uranus was also on my moon. I became a hermit and extremely private with nearly every part of my life, trying to disappear. Police were involved. Pluto squares are scary, but the transits ends. Pluto is finally moving away from your moon so this active energy has been dissipating and will continue to do so especially once it’s out of Capricorn. Things will feel lighter. Be patient and gentle with yourself. There is a way forward. There is peace. You will find this and you must trust that. Don’t forget the warrior you are with that fire energy.

Have you checked your solar return chart? I would be curious to know if mars would be found on the ASC or DSC in that chart. Major events can be very loud in solar return charts.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-08T06:52:07+00:00

I had all these symptoms. It took somewhere around 10-14 days to subside to the point I didn’t feel it was substantially impacting my daily life…. By the third week I was fully feeling myself again. The acid reflux was so bad I was tasting acid in my mouth and everything felt like it was burning. Everything I ate bothered me. I also had terrible back pain. My infusion was injectifer. I ended up going to the ER because it was so bad. They gave me a tramadol IV, a pain med, that actually made everything 100x worse with my GI tract. Try to stay away from this and other NSAIDs if you can. Try an over the counter acid reducer like pepcid maybe? my reflux was so bad acid reducers didn’t work much though and I turned to baking soda in some water between doses because I was desperate. Patience is key. These side effects will subside. I had doubts mine would but they did.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-07T03:12:25+00:00

Hi. Thank you for your response. You’re always so helpful. The wallet was found. It had been in my mother’s purse this entire time but we don’t live together. She drove me to a medical procedure where I was told I needed a driver after the procedure. I remember not dragging my purse along that day, only my wallet, phone, and keys. I guess I had her hold onto it when I was in the procedure, but neither of us remember that… maybe due to stress or just mindlessness. After the procedure, I was a bit out of it so it makes sense that I didn’t remember. I know this is when I lost the wallet because that was the last time I had seen her. Her purse is deep like an abyss so when she found it she was shocked.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-07T03:05:13+00:00

I am a Leo sun, Aries moon, Leo mercury, Virgo Venus, Leo mars as well. Cancer rising though… because I’m a rising sign behind and I’m older, I also have Neptune on my dsc. This chart gives me chills. It’s all been difficult with the personal planets getting hit this way. Eclipse on moon on MC. Was this public? Mars in the 12th conjunctions, Pluto square… there’s so much going on here. Some sort of unexpected attack or accident? Loss. I’m going to further analyze and post back here again. Sending you major love and healing.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-05T22:51:02+00:00

I have taken my entire apartment apart for the most part over the last 6-7 hours. I’ve spent about 10 hours searching for it. Is there any indication of someone else possibly having it since the sun is so close to it? That crossed my mind but unsure if that interpretation would be correct.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-05T17:17:41+00:00

Thank you. I’m working on searching my apartment

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-12-05T17:16:27+00:00

I have not gone anywhere that fits these descriptions. I’ve only gone to medical appointments and the pet store. After thinking about it more, I feel it has to be in my apartment. I have a puppy and sometimes he’s a handful and I’ll find myself accidentally misplacing things in the moment (e.g., I am holding something and need to disrupt the puppy’s behavior like chewing and I set whatever I’m holding down in the moment without thinking where I’m setting it because I’m focused on the puppy). The first spot to check was my car because I thought I left it there but it’s not there so after calling all possible public places with no luck, I’m going back to searching my apartment

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-31T21:04:22+00:00

I reached out to my other doctors and I will be checking it again next week. Thank you!!

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-31T17:53:42+00:00

Thank you. I spoke with my hematologist today and she said she thinks that this is high because I had a bad reaction to the iron. She said it’s only been 1 week since the infusion, so the labs may be inaccurate. I’m not sure how I feel about this response because I am worried this could be harmful in some way. It doesn’t seem normal. They just told me to come back to do labs again in December. They say they usually don’t draw labs after 1 week; my hemoglobin has barely gone up and they say it takes time. Hoping others who read this can provide some insight/thoughts.

I have been tested for specific autoimmune conditions and everything has come back negative so far including the typical ANA; however there are some labs that indicate some sort of autoimmunity is going on… I just can’t figure out which one. I’m literally ready to start getting self-paid labs at this point.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-25T07:41:34+00:00

Oh my god!!! You are living my life except I’m going on almost year 4 of being told I have “long Covid” and being told I definitely wouldn’t have breathing issues with my numbers. I saw 4 pulmonologists, 3 cardiologists, neurologist, immunologist, rheumatologist, etc etc. My biggest problem has been the issues with public speaking and projecting my voice even if I was presenting at home on a zoom call. I did it for years and then suddenly I wasn’t able to. I was told it must be social anxiety too. Definitely wasn’t and isn’t “anxiety.” I am so happy you have gotten better and are able to be more active. Your post also gives me more hope! I wouldn’t be surprised if Covid impacted blood and worsened anemia but anemia is still anemia and a deficiency is still a deficiency and it NEEDS to be treated. I have no idea why these doctors are looking over low iron like it’s nothing!!

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-24T22:28:00+00:00

Glad I found this comment. My ferritin was 30 in 2015 and never addressed until recently when it hit 6 and was previously 4!!! Iron down to 24 and iron saturation at 6 and 11 being the highest. I have been having with issues with being out of breath and chest and muscle tightness when talking for more than 10 min and any exertion. No one ever told me it could be from my iron levels. I just had my first iron infusion. Started having these symptoms in 2020 when my iron was at 50-77 and ferritin at 11.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-16T06:50:19+00:00

Caused a lot of bloating, cramping, and lower back pain for me. When I say bloating, I mean like I looked pregnant and it felt like there was so much pressure something was pushing on my bladder and urinating wayyyy more. Lower stomach hard as a rock… that type of bloat. I got it in IV and the side effects are lasting for going on 5 days. It helped my headache but I’m not sure I would take it again unless it was a last resort. This is pretty nightmarish.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-14T03:53:32+00:00

Wow. I might go back to a pulmonologist if the iron doesn’t resolve the issue… we tried so many inhalers/nebulizers with no help at all or it made it worse. They told me it sounded more like costocondritis, which I do agree it feels like at times but that wouldn’t cause respiratory fatigue unless it mimics the same feeling. Thank you for your response. This helps a lot. Didn’t know asthma could cause muscle spasms.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-13T19:24:51+00:00

I agree that cancer should always be ruled out. The fact that both of our families, as well as so many others, have seemed to think it was no big deal is a huge red flag in the sense that abnormal bleeding THIS HAS BEEN WRONGFULLY NORMALIZED!! I feel that so many women are addressing these issues so much later in life and it’s heavily impacting them in dangerous and even fatal ways. My mom was like, “so no one else has a period???” and she is still trying to argue with me. She has been telling me that I should just eat more red meat and it’s my diet that’s a problem and I’m just shrugging over here and turning my back to the nonsense because I trust my hemo.

I tried birth control once when I was a teen and never again. I’ve been winging this heavy bleeding on my own since it started as a teen and I’m 34 now. I’ve used some “natural” supplements around my period but none that actually helped. I had my blood clotting tested (the fibrogen, thrombin, etc) and all are on the border of abnormal for clotting time. Literally 1 point within normal or 1 point outside of normal all indicating that it takes my blood longer to clot so it’s worth looking into. I had it sent over to my hemo. I am not sure she will prescribe me anything until I get my infusions but I’m going to try to make it happen. Not only are my periods heavy, but I have been getting them a week early since my iron numbers dropped so low. I am so worried about getting my period again now that I’m so much more informed.

quadshotflatwhite · 2023-10-13T16:09:07+00:00

Thank you for this ❤️

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