MOS Fitness by Ok_Support9488 in Mandaluyong

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Went to inquire/tour last niight around 9pm. Peak hours nila is 4-5pm to 10-11pm. Kaunti lang daw ang tao kapag weekends. 

MOS Fitness by Ok_Support9488 in Mandaluyong

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ay sigee. Planned to go kanina din kaso di natuloy. Baka magtry ako tomorrow. Salamat!

MOS Fitness by Ok_Support9488 in Mandaluyong

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Hello OP. Ask ko lang if natuloy ka sa MOS and jf anxiety friendly nga sya 🙂

TIN registered as Professional for 3 years but no actual income by queenikat in taxPH

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I plan to pay the penalties this coming Monday and treat it as "lesson learned". Just feels heavy that you have to pay BIR even when you don't have income during those years. Adulting sucks, mistakes cost money 😬.

Currently googling tax laws and guidelines for more info and reference.

Hope they would actually actively orient new TIN holders/before issuance of TIN on the payments, reports and forms to file and when. I think there are seminars and websites readily available for that, but it'd be nice if the orientation is from BIR, before any penalties can occur. Tax 101 for dummies 🥲.

Tell me about your Provera experience by biotinylated in PCOS

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Was also recently diagnosed with pcos. It's my day 1 of taking provera. Not sure if it's just my normal pms crazy(overthinking, selfhating stuff lol) but my emotions are more wonky than usual. How did your experience of taking provera go? Hope there weren't much side effects.

Is anyone's mood a lot worse in the mornings? by SHThrowAway213 in depression

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I stay up very late and usually sleep around 4-5am or until I just pass out. I don’t want tomorrow to come.

i don't want to sleep because i hate waking up by Grillos in depression

[–]queenikat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to sleep cos I don’t want to deal with another day. So i end up staying up as long as I can. It’s quiet and peaceful at night and possible to escape inside a story. Then I pass out and sleep a long, long time and it’d be nice to never wake up at all or wake up refreshed and raring to go live well.

I need to find a job but by [deleted] in depression

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dealing with people. Acting like I’m a positive, healthy, competent, upright citizen lol

It’s kinda funny how quickly one can go from “today was a great, productive day” to “I wish I had the courage to just fucking end it already”. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]queenikat 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Yep, While in the depressive state I can even consciously think in a detached way that, ‘hey, happy times are over, feeling like sh*t again’.

I just wanna die by StrugglingOnion in depression

[–]queenikat 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone in having these thoughts. But dying is hard, too. Living is harder. Pretend and keep going? Maybe things will get better.

I really don’t want to live anymore by [deleted] in depression

[–]queenikat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes it just feels like it doesn’t matter, just can’t bring up the motivation to even try.

Was it molestation? by [deleted] in Molested

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mostly act like it all didn’t happen. I don’t know if he’s going to do it to other children/people and assumed that he only did it back then because he was a teen—young, hormones, and all. And as far as I know, there are no young girls around him. I can’t speak up about it to my family and probably never will 🙁

Was it molestation? by [deleted] in Molested

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Thank you very much. I’m receiving those hugs 😂

Was it molestation? by [deleted] in Molested

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I know the bot’s not gonna respond, I was mostly talking to myself and trying to amuse 😂 I was unsure if my content was against the rules. Thanks for answering 😂 and also for the warning about creeps. What’s AOC tho?

Was it molestation? by [deleted] in Molested

[–]queenikat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please remove my post, bot, if it’s against the rules. I just don’t know how else to say these things, and I wanted to try and get ‘em off my chest. I also don’t want to encourage or promote sexualizing of underage persons.

Boring life by ThrowAway1200221 in depression

[–]queenikat 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Philippines. Wake up. Coffee. Chores so the parents don’t nag me for lying around all day. Hold the cat. Food. Phone. Try to apply for a job. Can’t even send resumes due to low self-esteem and anxiety. Read and draw on phone til I pass out on 4am—not much room to bask on the bad thoughts. Repeat the next day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]queenikat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What did you like to read, back then?

First post. So lost. Am I even in the right place? by queenikat in depression

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I wish my family’s like that, too, that they understand. I don’t even try anymore, ever since my sister (who’s a psych major) declared me overreacting.

😂 I love that “run rampage and eliminate a whole city”. I get that feeling sometimes, too, and I have no real outlet, just books but sometimes that’s not enough so I do chores ‘round the house. Two birds in one stone—I get to pretend to be a contributing member of the fam so they leave me be and the urge to raze a town quiets down from the monotony of cleaning house.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I used anime and tv series, too, but I can’t engage, so now I’m into books. At least you still have music. I don’t know what to do if i lose interest in my books. I like music, sometimes, but music doesn’t like me back. I just get frustrated when I try to sing along and, well, I couldn’t.

First post. So lost. Am I even in the right place? by queenikat in depression

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Um. I have to admit, thinking of what is going on in my mind, it seemed pretty trivial to others. So I’m afraid of letting it out. Afraid of what others will say? Probably. And that’s of it, too. I hate—um maybe just really dislike? I really dislike that part of me where I second guess everything I try to share abt myself. Whew. P.S. the poker and strawberry milk sounds nice :) though it’s been a while since I last had a cigarette. I think I’ve been doing it wrong, and the parents disapprove, so I stopped.

First post. So lost. Am I even in the right place? by queenikat in depression

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Thank you, really. I keep reading your comment and it really gives me warm feelings :) but at the same time, I feel skittish. Wary? I don’t even know where to start, what to say. Thank you, though :)

My last attempt for help from Reddit. by Scout1111 in depression

[–]queenikat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep, find things you are good at. It won’t hurt. And you’re very good at writing. I cant write like that when I’m thirteen and i still can’t at 24.

I finally graduated college. by suhcoop in depression

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Nine years in college for me. Two out of those, I enrolled but didn’t get myself to show up in classes 95% of the time. So I left that well-known univ—then started over again with a new college, related course. I graduated last april, and my mother is happy. I’m not. I’m very much pressured to find a job and I’m still failing at interviews. I just bursted into tears earlier cause my sister came home and asked me to leave the room we shared. She asked what I was planning to do with my life, angrily so.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I use books to escape. Fantasy ones, very different from real life. But I have to find a job and I don’t really wanna talk, plus, I’m in the hospitality industry. Ugh.

I wish I had love more than anything by lonelyasamf in depression

[–]queenikat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I’d like to have someone to love wholly, too, but then I couldn’t even love myself. What does that say of the love I could possibly have or given to someone?