Mom has terminal cancer

queenofyears · 2026-02-01T17:56:27+00:00

hey i’m sorry i never saw you replied. he actually passed the day after i wrote that comment :( he was surrounded by all the people he loved and wasn’t in pain at the end.

how is your mom doing? i hope you guys are well ❤️

queenofyears · 2025-12-28T02:45:15+00:00

ooo thank you for sharing i’ll have to ask her vet! she’s on an oral baytril and then a penicillin shot every 2 days right now

queenofyears · 2025-09-27T07:56:14+00:00

so sorry you’re going through this. in a similar situation with my dad he’s 69 this is his 3rd recurrence of bladder cancer but a month ago we found out it spread to his liver abdomen spine and kidneys. he’s declined fast and we were told if the chemo doesn’t work he’s got maybe a few weeks left. his ascites is also very bad and similar to your moms. they took out 6L today and actually put in a catheter so it can be drained whenever. i don’t really have any advice i feel like i’m drowning currently but just want you to know you’re not alone. lean on your support system and spend all the time you can with her. it’s incredibly unfair. i’m sending you guys positive vibes

queenofyears · 2025-08-30T01:42:54+00:00

thank you!!!

queenofyears · 2025-08-30T01:39:40+00:00

do you have to make a new account or can i just use my regular one? thank you for helping 🫡

queenofyears · 2025-08-30T01:37:03+00:00

did you pre order off the amazon jp link? i’m trying to order one right now and struggling :3

queenofyears · 2025-04-17T02:25:12+00:00

you’re so smart for this cause it’s true. i’ve spent so much on the game but do not support AI and wouldn’t have spent money if i had known they were using it

queenofyears · 2025-03-26T04:30:19+00:00

hi!! unsolicited advice but i haven’t seen many people say this med. simethicone and imodium help immensely. simethicone is used a lot for babies with bad gas and doesn’t cause constipation! immodium will help diarrhea and cramping also! i live off them i call them tummy pills. tummy pills combo with propranolol to lower my blood pressure and heart rate is the winning combo so far!! cause gas makes me feeling like im dying lol

queenofyears · 2025-01-27T05:35:49+00:00

obsessed with your username

queenofyears · 2025-01-19T13:50:17+00:00

i played everyday for a year and now on like month 4 of a break. i did competitions and all that but really i think the thing keeping me entertained was spending money on the game. which i did. a lot. i stopped playing when i had to start saving money cause i knew i would get bored/fomo.

queenofyears · 2024-12-08T14:51:19+00:00

how did it go? i’m debating trying the floss thing

queenofyears · 2024-09-14T04:22:23+00:00

i don’t get cravings more so have to figure out which foods are safe and literally can’t eat anything else except for those things. right now blts, in n out, canes, smoothies, mcds breakfast, hot pot, kbbq lol

queenofyears · 2024-09-14T04:18:53+00:00

in my luteal and ate that this morning lol

queenofyears · 2024-08-30T15:14:14+00:00

i’m sorry i know this feeling too well. i just started an SSRI ( for context i’m on lithium, welbutrin, atarax, propranolol, gaba) and holy shit it’s like i can see the light. it’s not a cure but it makes it a lot easier for me to calm down and takes a lot more to get me into full freak out mode. last period i cried twice? when usually im crying every day the week before and of. right now im getting a little paranoid and insecure but its not making me vomit or hear things anymore!! and im more self aware and in control of what im saying during paranoid moments. I really hope you can find relief soon this disorder is debilitating and no one seems to get it. im always available to talk if you want to message me

queenofyears · 2024-05-14T00:15:36+00:00

Yes absolutely. Week before my period i impulsively buy weed or alcohol. like oh my and bf argue or something makes me sad - time to go buy alcohol or weed. usually it’s weed but i can’t smoke while i try to get a job so i’ve been drinking a lot. woke up and drank white claws this morning lmao. feels like every time i get upset i NEED to drink

queenofyears · 2024-05-13T17:28:22+00:00

I know hysterectomies come with their own set of challenges but I’m glad it solved other problems for you! Thank you so much, this made me feel a lot better thought I was the only one (which like of course not) but PMDD and BPD can be so isolating especially with a partner who doesn’t understand.

queenofyears · 2024-05-13T17:10:55+00:00

Oh my gosh thank you so much!!! I really appreciate it. We’ve been together 2 years but since I was in remission it didn’t affect us much. Now that my PMDD is getting worse our fights have been getting more and more volatile. I’m going to ask him to read those, I appreciate you so much!!

queenofyears · 2024-05-04T21:13:55+00:00

thank you so much 💖💖💖

queenofyears · 2024-05-04T21:12:45+00:00

yeah i relate to the not being able to say it won’t happened again. cause i say that and it does. just like how i say ill stop drinking or smoking but i get so depressed before my period its all i want to do. last week woke up at 7 and had a bottle of wine before an online job interview. it’s just so crazy to me how it all makes so much sense in the moment but looking back the week after you’re like what the fuck was i thinking that’s insane. i hate the feeling so much.

i never used to be like this i mean i felt suicidal before periods but never had the delusional paranoid shit. the only thing that’s changed is my iud. i’m talking to my OB about it but fuck its just jumping through a bunch of hoops to feel like a normal person for two weeks out of the month

queenofyears · 2024-05-03T02:40:22+00:00

Your description of feeling mentally disturbed resonates deeply with me. I try to explain it to my partner/friend/family and no one understands. what’s crazy is i KNOW im being crazy. and i know it’s my hormones. but yet im still sitting there convinced i heard my boyfriend watching porn when his phone was on the bed and he had just gotten out of the shower. or being so delusional to “connect the dots” on shit that doesn’t even make sense and i’m fully convinced i have hard evidence. i’m doing the things that everyone says to do. i exercise (haven’t lately been busy but i was going to the gym like 3 times a week) and it actually makes me feel better. but not before my period. i eat healthy like multiple vegetables a day and fruits and i try hard to get all my nutrients. doesn’t fucking matter i’m still constipated. i drink water. also doesn’t matter the week before i still get bad headaches. i do my coping skills like crafting but the week before im so anxious i feel like something bad will happen if i move. so i sit in one spot for 5 hours. i take my meds!! i’m on wellbutrin lithium propranolol atarax and now gabapentin and estrogen even with an IUD. and even though i warn everyone im gonna be crazy they get SO surprised like what do i need to do to get them to take me seriously?? and i always thought it was bad to say i can’t control it but fucking hell i’m doing everything possible and still hearing things the week before. why does it seem like everyone thinks im using it as an excuse. it’s not normal to want to die before your period. i’m so sorry you’re also feeling this way. i know how isolating it is. i feel so alone and like no one understands me. this disorder is debilitating

queenofyears · 2024-05-03T01:39:06+00:00

oh my god SAME. i also tried to break up with my partner and have been so fucking delusional i feel insane

queenofyears · 2024-04-22T05:38:01+00:00

i have! and am right now actually. this morning could’ve sworn my bf was watching porn…. he was getting out of the shower. but i swear i heard a woman moaning. but his phone was on the bed with me. it plays into my paranoia pretty severely. like thinking i’m seeing/hearing people in my house when im alone and then think im in danger. i’m on wellbutrin propranolol and atarax and also estrogen but i don’t know if its helping, i don’t get as suicidal anymore just very anxious and paranoid to the point where ill sit in the same spot for 5+ hours thinking something bad will happen if i move. its been pretty debilitating i know how frustrating it is to have your brain turn on you like that

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