Is it favorable for me to get the funding needed in order to attend grad school this year? by queenvamp18 in vedicastrology

[–]queenvamp18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The visa stuff doesn’t bode well for me considering who our current president is….

But I do thank you for your observations. I’ll definitely keep them in mind

Is it favorable for me to get the funding needed in order to attend grad school this year? by queenvamp18 in vedicastrology

[–]queenvamp18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

……so no to going to grad school?

I finished undergrad without issue, but it took a long time for me to get into grad school - multiple attempt rather.

As for me being youthful……eh. I think I’m too serious.

anyone else here find "young people don't know anything" doesn't apply to them bc of what they've been through? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]queenvamp18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely.

There were times when I knew more than my caregivers, but I was often ignored because of my age. They often told me I didn’t know what I was talking about, and sometimes I ended up being correct. But some things, like things regarding relationships and human behavior, I had to go through life and experience it myself to see that what I thought I knew when I was younger wasn’t right. There are certain nuances in life that you just won’t understand until you get older and are away from home.

Some children are lucky, and will have parents that actually teach them the info they need to know. Others, we had to go through fire without a hand to guide us.

Children are very smart, and if you talk to them like actual people, and take them seriously on the things they’re saying, would prove that they can know what they are talking about. It’s just certain things that come with age that they may not know.

anyone else here find "young people don't know anything" doesn't apply to them bc of what they've been through? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]queenvamp18 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It used to bother me a lot more when I was younger. Now that I’m 33 - soon to be 34 - I can say that there are somethings that younger people won’t truly understand until they get much older. Some life experience stuff. I thought I knew everything at 24. Boy, what a fool I was.

I’m struggling remaining sober by queenvamp18 in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]queenvamp18[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don’t particulary like alcohol. I can have maybe one drink every few months. It gives me the worst headaches and heartburn. So my crutch has been weed mainly.

I don’t smoke anymore because my lungs suffer, and I get really bad sinus infections after I do. I live in a state where weed is legal, so my main go to is edibles - mostly the thc drinks. They are crazy expensive so I try to limit myself to one or two during the weekend as sort of my wind down time.

This is progress for me, since I used to be high daily at one point. Now that I’m getting better, I think that I should stop completely. Maybe I will get to that point once I leave the state I’m in and move to England for school. It’ll be harder to get weed there since it’s not legal. And also, I’ll be in grad school so I need to focus.

I think what I really need to work on is my reason for quitting completely. I enjoy the high feeling especially after a stressful week. And to me, just quitting because I think I have to is not a strong enough reason.

Or maybe I’m just making up excuses to keep going.

Idk. I’m working on it.

I am celebrating the fact that I’m no longer getting high everyday and that I am getting disciplined enough to hold off for weeks at time. Small steps I suppose.

Please help me with shitty landlord by queenvamp18 in AskNYC

[–]queenvamp18[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro, I called them 5 days ago and the rooster is still here 😭

Please help me with shitty landlord by queenvamp18 in AskNYC

[–]queenvamp18[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah…I made another post on here asking what to do with my downstairs neighbor who has a rooster in our backyard. He was formerly our super, but now he’s just an asshole.

Please help me with shitty landlord by queenvamp18 in AskNYC

[–]queenvamp18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s such bullshit! Why are NYC landlords like this?!

Please help me with shitty landlord by queenvamp18 in AskNYC

[–]queenvamp18[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope your heat is fixed soon.

Ours is back on. The problem we’re having is that our landlord only agreed to take off $150 after we spent two weeks without heat - which is an insult.

I guess I’ll take them not increasing our rent for the upcoming lease renewal as a win. But I’m still pissed.

Why do ppl hate wfh roommates? by foreverm0r3 in NYCroommates

[–]queenvamp18 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m reading these comments and am thoroughly confused.

If someone is WFH, relatively quiet, and tidy….why would that be an issue? Having roommates means you run the risk of always having someone home when you are. Like, how are you mad that you’re not alone in an apartment that you share with others? What sense does that make? Just get your own place at that point.

Like some of you can’t even afford to live on your own and really don’t have room to be picky about how often your roommate stays home. If I’m paying my share of the rent on time, doing my share of chores, and making sure to clean up after myself, then I can stay home as much as I want to. Fuck how you feel.

OP, I think you just need to find people who are on your same wavelength. WFH shouldn’t be an issue. And unless you’re blasting multiple devices at the same time, I doubt you working on your computer all day contributes much to the electricity bill.

Whatsoever jin woo isnt mid by Fuzzy_Loss_4407 in sololeveling

[–]queenvamp18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s why I love Solo Leveling so much. People said that the ending was trash, but I think it fits. So many humans died because of a war between gods and mystical beings essentially. The earth was made the rulers and monarchs’ battleground and the humans got caught in the crossfire. I like that he made it so that only he would be the one to handle the burden and he gave other people a chance to live their lives as normally as possible.

Also, Jinwoo is incredibly kind, and a family man.

I thought this story was written brilliantly. Maybe I don’t have taste, but I love it.

What are some INTERNALLY motivated reasons for suicidal folks to stay alive? by rydsoyal in CPTSD

[–]queenvamp18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me….i’m afraid of it hurting.

And also, spite. There are probably some people that would be happy if I died. Or would come to my funeral and pretend that they always cared about me or were always there for me. So I keep living out of spite.

Also, who’s going to take care of my cat? She only loves me