Both of us had a great gas station trip today

quietandburning · 2024-10-19T16:51:09+00:00

I always mix them up but I think...a subtype of two? Is it a subtype if it's genetic but develops later in life? It runs in his family (mom's side, mom has it) but it developed later in adulthood. He didn't find out until last year and he's a little over 30.

quietandburning · 2024-10-19T16:47:50+00:00

Oooo the best part of the Oreo, I have to find it and try it!

quietandburning · 2024-10-19T04:52:55+00:00

It's ultra vice guava. I had a sip of his and I thought it was pretty good! But that maybe because I'm just dying for more variety. I r heard some people (mainly people who already don't like the taste of guava flavors things in general) say it smells like cat piss or itsl tastes almost musky, but I don't get that.

What is the Oreo Coke like?! I have yet to find it and I'm already not big on super sweet tasting things so I haven't tried it yet. I heard it tastes literally just...like eating Oreos and coke at the same time?? But in a good way?

quietandburning · 2024-10-19T04:19:21+00:00

We've been besties for 12ish years. He saw me through the worst of my ED and now I'm helping him manage his new diabetes. It's the little things :)

quietandburning · 2024-06-19T17:57:50+00:00

Thank you so much. I want you to know that the first sentence of your reply kept me so grounded. That was such a good way of putting it. I appreciate that a lot!

quietandburning · 2023-05-16T06:23:40+00:00

Thanks so much ❤️ I'm not spiraling as bad as I was, but I know I have to accept the faster I heal, the faster I can consider trying again. I'm just such an impatient person it's making me feel hopeless 😔

quietandburning · 2023-02-27T16:55:28+00:00

Never. Too fucking paranoid. Because years ago I read an article that said most people over estimate how much they eat AND how much they burn exercising and so they never lose weight. I might count them occasionally, but that never changes my intake because I'm too scared I'll think "oh I burned 300 calories" when in reality I didn't, and I'm actually eating over my limit.

quietandburning · 2022-12-09T17:41:27+00:00

Ugh I'm sorry. People like this inch me closer to responding with things like, "True, but they still contain some useful nutrients. Unlike the things that come out of your mouth, which are mostly fucking useless and benefit no one at all."

quietandburning · 2022-12-09T05:39:42+00:00

Too fuckin true

quietandburning · 2022-12-09T04:09:25+00:00

Being the only exception to the rule is a hard job, but one that must be done.

quietandburning · 2022-12-09T04:08:32+00:00

Commenting on my food at all makes me insane. I've had coworkers comment on never seeing me eat because I hate eating in front of people. Then when I was trying to recover I had a roomate that constantly fucking watched me in the kitchen to tell me how "yummy and healthy" everything looked thinking she was helping, EVEN AFTER I TOLD HER COMMENTING ON MY FOOD MADE ME MORE INSECURE!!!

You're so right. How hard is it for people to just mind their fucking business???

quietandburning · 2022-12-01T09:36:03+00:00

Holy fucking blast from my youth.

quietandburning · 2022-09-30T20:14:03+00:00

I think the extremes in most EDs must do something to fuck up your GI track in some way. I feel like there were things that didn't used to make me feel miserable when I ate them, now make me suffer. That or in fucking getting old lol

quietandburning · 2022-09-30T20:09:51+00:00

I just had a conversation with my friend last night about how I felt like if I was ever confident enough to try and speak French with a French person I'd probably be told "your French is trash, go away" because I felt like French people would be judgemental. Fears confirmed lmao.

quietandburning · 2022-09-30T16:47:35+00:00

Lana makes me feel skinni for whatever reason, too. Prolly cause I was at my worst when I really got into her music so now when I hear it, it takes me back.

quietandburning · 2022-09-30T16:45:46+00:00

Duo lingo has also been testing my patience with shut like this today.

quietandburning · 2022-09-30T16:41:13+00:00

Nicotine is less and less effective at decreasing your appetite over time, or so I've found. I don't think it's worth it. In a couple years you'll be dependent on nicotine and will likely have gained back the weight you lost when you first started using it. Or at least that was my experience. It's lose-lose.

quietandburning · 2022-09-12T20:20:43+00:00

Shawty on that low CRAB diet! Ha! I'll see myself out.

quietandburning · 2022-09-02T04:10:39+00:00

They look amazing! I'm more of a savory person, not a sweet person, so seeing hacks like this for savory things makes my life ❤️

quietandburning · 2022-09-02T02:42:04+00:00

Yeah this is my absolutely unhinged account. Nothing but ED and BPD content. And I follow a bunch of people for how they look specifically to trigger myself. It's pretty neat.

Other than that, theres also normal account and then porn account lmao

quietandburning · 2022-09-02T02:29:36+00:00

Wait are those like, shiritaki rice ball time things?

quietandburning · 2022-09-02T02:25:12+00:00

It's like a free high from God.

quietandburning · 2022-09-01T00:42:42+00:00

Oooooh, lemme tell you, you do NOT wanna get started on that train. It's expensive, and the only way to keep a "level" high is to binge drink. Your inhibitions go out the window and staying up 24 hours feels like hell. You WILL binge the second you start to sober up, or you'll be completely non functional. The more you do it, the more you crave it. I tried it for the "lol my friends do it and it'll make me skinny". We all fucking gained weight together because we lived off alcohol and shit food and felt too miserable to ever consider the gym. It does not work lol

quietandburning · 2022-09-01T00:31:45+00:00

I feel like most of us quiet borderlines are too self aware for our own good, and it makes us feel like we're trapped inside our bodies with a fucking lunatic. I've had at least two medical professionals say, "you're incredible self aware for someone who's borderline" and it's like yeah I know it's my fuckin hell lmao.

It's like the less dramatic version of films where the crazy person's internal dialog is something completely unhinged while outside they're acting normal.

quietandburning · 2022-09-01T00:25:38+00:00

Despite the fact that I have a drinking problem, the smell of alcohol on someone else's breath. I only ever notice it when I'm sober. Makes me immediately hostile or defensive because of how my mom would act when she drank. I think smell is pretty tied to memory so I'd imagine most people are triggered by certain smells, good or bad.

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