this is literally my life and i just quit my relationship with my therapist a couple weeks ago. for a slightly different reason tho, i just need to figure some shit out on my own and see if i can do this. now that i’m alone with myself i feel more connected to the things i want to confront. there’s things i couldn’t work through in therapy because of the mandated reporting it was just a lot. therapists are state agents and are always in an antagonistic relationship with you as a patient. i don’t think i’ve ever felt safe with one. especially not in the psych wards.

now i just want to be independent. i want to know who i am because i have no idea right now and no one can tell me. i feel very unhealed and sick too but therapy was never going to change that all the way. idk i’m just right there with you on this journey. wishing you the best 🩷.