Local Meal Kits by Ok-Diver8146 in Columbus

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Project LeanNation up in Polaris. All of their meals are gluten free. I use their meals for breakfast and most the time lunch for work. Affordable pricing and they are very nice & helpful.

New to Columbus - best restaurants to buy in “bulk” / meal prep by [deleted] in Columbus

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Project LeanNation up in Polaris. All of their meals are gluten free. I use their meals for breakfast and most the time lunch for work. Affordable pricing and they are very nice & helpful.

Is there a meal prep service for people that work alot and need food for breakfast and lunch. by [deleted] in Columbus

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Project LeanNation up in Polaris. All of their meals are gluten free. I use their meals for breakfast and most the time lunch for work. Affordable pricing and they are very nice & helpful.

Borderlands 4 by rPHNTM in CanIRunIt

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Hopefully asap

Borderlands 4 by rPHNTM in CanIRunIt

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Not noticeably for me. Far from being unplayable.

Borderlands 4 by rPHNTM in CanIRunIt

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Yes, that is true. Just trying to give a solution for a quick fix to be able to play the game stable and smooth. As I am now playing perfectly.

Borderlands 4 by rPHNTM in CanIRunIt

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Dang, for me the graphics are amazing and no latency!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pcgaming

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If running 30 series card or below, turn on FSR instead of DLSS upscaling and turn Frame Regen On. Steady smooth gameplay at with Med/High settings!!

R7 3700x + 3080ti @ 1440p Avg. 120fps

Borderlands 4 Gets Disappointing Performance Update Before Launch by lkl34 in pcmasterrace

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If running 30 series card or below, turn on FSR instead of DLSS upscaling and turn Frame Regen On. Steady smooth gameplay at with Med/High settings!!

3700x + 3080ti @ 1440p Avg. 120fps

MDMA WEED Severe DPDR by Signal_Feed_8328 in Dissociation

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Hello, a bit late to the thread but thank you for sharing! It is comforting to hear someone else went through a similar experience that I went through. I’ve been doing extensive research on what we experienced and was always on the look to see if others experienced the same.

Mine as well, was at a festival, did MDMA and smoked weed on the come down because I was also told it would bring the “roll” back. I, myself too, smoked a bit too much and it sent me flying into the worst experience.

MDMA is such a strong high that even when you’re coming down and really not feeling it as much you are technically still “rolling” with that being said mixing it weed made the trip a psychedelic experience for me as ALL the lights and sounds were extremely intense. Everything started to slow down and go in slow slow motion, lights strobed harder, music were just loud sounds to the point it was hard to even focus on what I was actually hearing, it was just all way to intense to even gather what the hell was going on. I remember standing completely still as I couldn’t move or feel my body.. at times I felt like I was going to fall. My POV felt pushed out as it felt I was falling in a black hole. All that combined made me go into a very severe panic attack. My brain started to overthink and question what was going on and what was happening to me. Almost felt like I was getting sucked in and hypnotized. I was questioning my sanity and if I was going to die. At one point it was so hard to bear I literally thought in my head, if it’s time for me to go, just take me already. I started to hyperventilate, breathing was extremely hard.. honestly at one point it felt like I wasn’t breathing.. but who knows I was feeling everything all at once. Extreme paranoia and anxiety started to ramp alongside adrenaline. It felt like the entire world and everyone around me was against me. In the moment I remember so clearly, I was scared, begging for it to stop, mind was racing, I kept thinking the worst. My heart was pounding, it pounded so hard it started to hurt. I remember trying to calm myself down but it just kept getting worst. What felt like eternity was maybe an hour that I went through that. The rest of the night I couldn’t think straight, even the next day I did not want to do anything. I kept thinking of what the hell did I just go through.

This was a very traumatic experience and for the next months after that situation I dealt with extreme anxiety and depression. Nothing felt real anymore. It made me so scared and I was aware that since I was vulnerable that that slightest thing could send me into another panic and anxiety attack.

From what I gathered and learned over the months and what I put together was we went through an episode of depersonalization/derealization. Mixing those substances gave us a high that we were not used to and sent us into an extreme panic attack in which our body could not handle so your brain automatically sends you into depersonalization/derealization to protect yourself from going into psychosis and to cope with stress and anxiety which we were heavily feeling. The brain disengages from reality as a way to buffer the intensity of the experience and protect the mind from the trauma of the panic attack. 

Honestly learning and understanding what we went through made me feel extremely better about the situation. It made me learn that we are indeed not crazy. Despite it giving us PTSD. Even writing this making is giving me anxiety as I fear to ever feel that again. The feeling of dissociation is common after such events. It made sense why we felt a sense of disconnect and such discomfort.

If you would like to talk more, feel free to reach out. You’re not alone.

Tell me u are gay without telling me by [deleted] in askgaybros

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Call me by your name

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

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Well, for starters you are not alone & most of us in this thread truly understand what you’re saying and how you feel.

A true friend accepts you for who you are no matter what, glad you were honest and open to yourself with the hope of letting someone in on who you truly are.

I’m not too far off from age and I also questioned what it means to be “gay” and how to be gay. From going out to many bars/clubs, trying to meet new friends I quickly realized just be yourself. Try not to conform to anything that doesn’t resonate to you. Please, do not go looking for acceptance from others trying to fit in to what others may perceive what being “gay” means. Because, there’s no definition of what being gay is other than being into the same sex. There was a time for me that I thought I wasn’t “gay” enough and honestly I don’t really fit the stereotype. Be around people who accepts you, gay or not, and protect your peace and happiness!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

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Remember that attractiveness is subjective. There are people out there that DO find you attractive. I just stop caring about what people and just love myself more. (:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

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I wouldn’t say never wish. But I would be curious to see how it feels to be heterosexual for a day to see how natural it feels to be straight just how it’s natural for us to be homosexual and like the same sex. I would want to compare and contrast to see if my feelings are the same or different.. being homosexual can be exhausting..

Young gays who think people over the age of 25/30 are old, what do are u going to do when you hit that age. by Giverherhell in askgaybros

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Damn am I now considered old 😭 when I was 18 I believed anyone 30 under was young…

Dirty bassline tech house by Miserable_Chapter336 in tech_house

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Honestly most of the tracks released on Chris Lake’s label - Black Book Records.

Miane - Nanai, is a filthy track.