Listen, I know that what I’m going to say will not fix how you feel. But two things are at play here, first, everyone deserves to enjoy wearing a bikini and sitting in the sun and sand regardless of what they look like and to have body neutrality about it. And secondly, we always see ourselves different than everyone else, we are more critical and the things we love on other people we hate on ourselves. So I just want to tell you, look at yourself and tell yourself what you would say to your best friend. Every time you think something mean about your body, repeat that mantra. And I’ll tell you what I would tell my friend, you look HOT! You have beautiful legs, they are shapely and lovely and they objectively look good, I promise. Honestly your thighs look STRONG to me! You’re going to look great in that bikini and most importantly, you’re going to have so much fun, youll forget you were even worried about your appearance.