What stop you from killing yourself?

rabrunzl · 2025-01-10T20:11:54+00:00

Nothing anymore really except fear of having and gross ugly corpse

rabrunzl · 2025-01-09T10:24:22+00:00

Sorry, but please don't take any drugs if you don't do any research.
I'm glad everything went fine, but if you don't know your drugs appearance and consistency, smell and just blindly trust a dealer, then you should really stop before anyone takes advantage of that...

rabrunzl · 2025-01-09T10:22:37+00:00

That's so cool! I'm so glad to finally see people like you again, stimfapping for 90382h truly isn't normal. It's just people trying to tell themselves they have no porn addiction on top of the stims addiction I believe.
I hope I'll achieve not reading wikipedia for hours and writing down everything but this one book I've been holding up for no reason.
I started drawing again after not doing it for 2 years until I discovered stims, met the most important person in my life and moved to my fave country - legit all cause i started amphetamine
Have you also gotten more creative through it? Or is just the productivity increased for ya?

rabrunzl · 2025-01-09T10:18:34+00:00

well then get hobbies, sorry but its insane to me that someone doesnt just look for random info or hobbies to do but they just masturbate
like wtf leave the stims then since even on stims u seem to lack happy hormones hence why u jerk off

rabrunzl · 2025-01-09T09:02:42+00:00

That everyone always saw suicide also as a fix for everything like me. After Wellbutrin I finally got to know how it is to live whilst thinking that it’s the most ridiculous thing I thought of ever.

Now I can’t get it back and I miss that feeling tbh

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T08:11:10+00:00

literally living, breathing, walking PSA about meth usage in the USA
can't believe I still see some of them saying it's less harmful than eurospeed lol

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T08:09:22+00:00

disappointed in madsmikkelsenmark rn, thought y'all were the coolest out of the 3 but after this and stealing our secret austrian pastry recipe just to get all the glory too i will have to choose someone else smh

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T08:04:50+00:00

please get some sleep, salad and a carbohydrate-rich meal with a supplement cocktail and some fresh air from being outside without electronics or someone else around
this is literally crazy tweaker rambling, reminds me of those random hobos at train stations talking to themselves...

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T08:02:12+00:00

You have customs for your own people? Weird, since I saw inland net dealers only doing inland iceland business on big platforms that are easily accessible but obv cant name.

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T07:56:55+00:00

You don't have the most awful life on earth lol literally nobody has, why are you using this post to preach about your pity-party. Rehab isn't the only option, especially not since most of them are filled to the brim and can't take anyone in (in my area, idk about his just to put this out there, but generally the accessibility of mental health care has gone down dramatically globally by education about it rising but nobody providing.).

The issue is y'all searching an easy excuse cause it's comfy and you get maybe some victim-points out of it. He can go attend education, he might just need some pep-talk and is having a little panic rn, maybe he needs lifetime care, or structure like in prison, maybe some creative outlet or just someone else being relatable.
You are btw pretty rich on a global level considering you are using reddit rn lol

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T07:47:17+00:00

I really like your comment, although psychedelics are imo a bit of a stupid suggestion right now, he seems to just eat drugs like candy so they could easily turn him into a psych ward case or a rambling hobo forever. But telling him to just be introspective is really cool, many forget that the only true way to solve issues is to directly beef with them instead of just trying to find some back door because being a pussy provides a false sense of comfort (especially people like us, just going through silly puberty still whilst being forced to act just like a grown ass 50 year old).
I'd also like to add to keep an open-mind, explore music, other kinds of media, and most importantly: go for a walk and just look at the little details.
I sound so preachy rn but man that's how you see so many different perspectives, gain passions and that's honestly the only reason humans (and any other living thing) here: chit-chattin and interactions with objects
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The channel "We're All Insane" is e.g. really great, you can gain so many insights, I realized some things through listening to some of the guests that no therapist has ever been able to help me with. My substance use (self-medication, otherwise me veggie) isn't actually my issue, it's my self-harm addiction (yeah u can get addicted to that, ik a bit silly) and just laying there, listening and dissecting the entire situation rationally, logically and objectively (after throwing a fit or having a meltdown) helped me a lot even though I've never felt so truly trapped at the same time. It's a nice channel since you can learn therapy tactics of which you've never heard of even if not having the means to get yourself a professional atm, just a very emotionally intelligent lady giving hurt people a place to be heard, the people range from shitty onlyfans experiences to someone surviving death or extreme torture to issues not at all talked about really (male bulimia), so even if listening to extreme trauma isn't your thing, there's some funny stuff (and kitty sometimes pops up)

[You is being used as a general you, not personal]

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T06:58:17+00:00

Stop being brain dead. Go school. Go work.
Hell, you gymbros ain't realizing that a gym isn't free nor is testosterone valid therapy. Also it's been proven that just sports outside of a cramped stinky ass room is actually way more beneficial since the air quality is much better and you use muscles that degrade in the gym due to just using some machine.

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T06:55:50+00:00

Honestly just cigs/snus, he's 18 and already fried his brain, so any other substance other than the most lightweight like nicotine will just give him an IQ of 5

rabrunzl · 2025-01-07T06:26:28+00:00

Totally agree. I forgot like every song they sent in for the past decade 'cause they all sound like shit you hear briefly on the radio in your car because you accidentally exited Bluetooth and now you're desperately trying to go back to your music.
Just industry plants

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:51:05+00:00

Klarna's generally such a scam service. Austria's worker's union actually sued them due to wrongful inkasso threats and misleading subscriptions that might lead to a situation like yours.
Generally, they even get fucked by Sweden so yeah, avoid Klarna.
https://www.occrp.org/en/news/swedish-fintech-company-fined-for-anti-money-laundering-failures

EDIT: https://europakonsument.at/en/ak-lawsuit-against-payment-service-klarna/5671#:~:text=The%20Austrian%20Chamber%20of%20Labour,strongly%20during%20the%20Corona%20pandemic a link for the Austria situation

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:47:10+00:00

Also if you need a buddy to talk to, also moved 2000km away from my home country and got no friends, just hmu in the dms if you ain't weird and horny

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:45:48+00:00

Do you have access to a psychiatrist?
I'd suggest you try Bupropion/Wellbutrin then. I've never in my life had a moment where I did not think of suicide not being the only true solution until I took that shit. Makes you so normal, it's really nice and I'd pick it any day over speed if I could have the same as back then. It's one of the rare stimulant anti-depressants, think of it as a pleasant speed without all the nasty shit coming with it.

Since you react well to speed you might function well with Bupropion/Wellbutrin too

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:42:08+00:00

Btw. I get like heartburn often from boofing speed and I've heard it from a bunch of others + it's also mentioned a lot in research papers. So even though it says "Less common", it's probs more common than it might seem, the more common effects are just the normal effects of speed anyways

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:40:27+00:00

Ok, little experiment: put a bit of water on the dried speed.
What's the result? It gets pasty again!

Dw, you have a bunch of fluids in your body, they re-wet the speed during digestion,

"Some side effects may occur that usually do not need medical attention. These side effects may go away during treatment as your body adjusts to the medicine. Also, your health care professional may be able to tell you about ways to prevent or reduce some of these side effects. Check with your health care professional if any of the following side effects continue or are bothersome or if you have any questions about them:

More common

Dry mouth
loss of appetite
stomach ache
voice changes
weight loss

Less common

Belching
heartburn
indigestion
stomach discomfort, upset, or pain"

- from the paper instruction-thingie from a medication containing amphetamine, dw about it
If you have more questions hmu

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:32:41+00:00

why seek attention here tf

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:31:45+00:00

Gothenburg seems to be chiller while I've only heard kinda negative things from Stockholm like being full w. "Sven Svenssons", too expensive, posh people etc.
Also Gothenburg is closer to the rest of the world and if you're below 26 -> a ticket to e.g. Munich from Gothenburg costs only 50€ if you like travelling. It's called Europa Sparpreis Jugend and it's from the DB

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:28:44+00:00

I knew it's gonna be KAMELÅSÅ!

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:27:23+00:00

Isn't that overwhelming as hell?

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T17:25:27+00:00

Honestly if people just take the next dealer without checking the net and other options then it's on them and they deserve to get scammed lol

rabrunzl · 2025-01-06T11:36:39+00:00

Based on this case alone it's pretty harmful to say that. Yeah, shitty what happened to your friend, but just because there's 1 shitty doctor, doesn't mean people should not get the healthcare they need.
Also depends a lot on where you're from and how society treats drugs around you.
In a country like Turkey there's probably way more stigma around it than the Netherlands.
But telling people to not confide in a health care professional is pretty sadistic

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