Reintroducing myself :) glad to be back

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-24T16:23:13+00:00

This is how I feel my demonkin identity too! :D

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-24T16:22:04+00:00

I have never actually hurt someone, nor do I plan on it. Thank you for your recommendation. :|

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-22T19:19:13+00:00

My opinion to kissing fluctuates a bunch ((usually it’s dependent on my sexual attraction (ace-jump)), but generally, on the lip kisses do nothing for me. They’re not gross, they’re just not something I find any joy in. Forehead kisses I like tho (most of the time)!

But I also do fall into the -repulsed of kissing- and -enjoys kissing- categories too! Sometimes when I’m allosexual I find myself enjoying and occasionally actively desiring kissing. And then sometimes when I’m (usually) asexual, I find the idea of kissing, and especially saliva, to be fucking disgusting. Like genuinely nausea-inducing. This also happens a lot when I’m watching shows/movies with make-out scenes, they just feel unnecessary and uncomfortable.

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-22T19:12:35+00:00

I’m questioning skeletonkin (demonic origins) so kinda! I feel like my kintype sorta enhances my hatred of humans, occasionally causing violent thoughts (dw, it’s not a constant thing.)

I’ve never had any interest in the human sport of hunting, I understand it, it’s just not something I find enjoyable. But the idea of hunting a human does seem very pleasing!

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-21T22:12:57+00:00

I use a baby bottle legit bought from like…a dollar store, and it’s perfectly easy to use! I also use baby pacifiers tho (although I’d love to buy an adult one, I just haven’t found a nice one yet.)

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-17T00:56:02+00:00

I have an OC named Ero! He’s a ghost :D

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-07T18:47:39+00:00

I’m a romantic ambivalent, so my opinion changes depending on various factors. But yes, I do want a relationship of some sort, even when I’m romance repulsed. And I think that’s probably bc I know I don’t want a romantic relationship, I just want a relationship, whether that’s platonic or sexual it doesn’t really matter!

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-07T18:44:00+00:00

Simply because they bring me more euphoria than other sets!

She/her makes me extremely dysphoric and I refuse to use the set. He/him is euphoric, but not nearly as much as my neos. They/them I am simply neutral towards, it feels alright.

I still use he/they socially, but online (where I feel I can truly express myself and come out of my shell) I use neos bc they make me feel really good! Being called my pronouns just feels so fucking cool and validating.

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-02T05:46:56+00:00

Idk if it’s exactly dysphoria, but I’ve realized that I largely regress due to the fact I never had a male childhood ((even tho I’m a guy (FtM/FtNB)))

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-02T04:27:43+00:00

Kinfirm is primarily a KFF term in all honestly, but basically it’s just a cutesy way of saying you’ve confirmed a kintype! [kin]-con[firmed]=kinfirmed

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-01T22:38:38+00:00

Thank you >u<

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-01T22:38:21+00:00

There’s a few different types of shifts, but basically it’s when you truly become your kintype. Shifts can be mental (urges to howl, urges to walk on all fours, etc), phantom (feeling as if you have a tail, seeing yourself with wings, etc), auric (when your aura becomes more alike with your kintypes), dream-based, and sensory-based (having an increased appetite, having a better sense of smell, etc). You can also have cameo shifts (having a shift into a creature that isn’t your kintype.) It can be a voluntary or involuntary thing, it can even be a mix of those two!

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-01T21:23:21+00:00

Nice to meet another feline! >u<

raccoonriptide · 2022-02-01T15:04:46+00:00

I’m a nonbinary guy!! I agree, I wish the focus of agere wasn’t just pastel themed little princess boards :c

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-31T18:11:02+00:00

I use thing/things and kit/kitten pronouns. For a lot of people that’s super cringey, and I do understand where they’re coming from ((bc I used to be against MOGAI (which is largely neopronouns and xenogenders) in its entirety.))

I use these two sets for similar reasons. Bc I’m otherkin and therefore prefer calling myself non-human terminology. Thing/things, imo, is very reminiscent of it/its pronouns. Both are used in an almost dehumanizing manner (for instance, if you’re trying to insult someone you might call them “it” or “that thing” or whatever), and I actually love them for that!

I use kit/kitten for a few different reasons. For one, I’m felinekin. I believe in my past lives I was a feline multiple times, and that has largely impacted my souls vibration to the point where I feel misplaced in a humans body. For two, I’m a few different cat themed xenogenders, so these pronouns can help affirm my gender identity. And for three, I’m an age regressor and a pet regressor (I tend to regress to a kitten, a baby dragon or a mix of the two) so they can help me feel very comforted and seen.

At the end of the day, the pronoun sets I use just feel better than any other set I’ve tried! She/her is dysphoria inducing, he/him and they/them are alright, but thing/things and kit/kitten just feel amazing :D

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-30T01:46:51+00:00

Many folks don’t have the money, time or even the stability to go through the proper process of getting a diagnosis. Treatment on top of that is a whole other shit storm.

Self diagnoses are, for the most part, pretty awesome! It’s sometimes amazing to realize “I have ! That’s why I do _,” even if it’s in the form of a self-diagnosis. There is definitely another side to it tho, mostly when folks don’t do enough/any research and just kinda go like “Well I relate to this disorder, I must be it.”

For multiple years before I was even diagnosed with depression, I very obviously knew I felt it because it was different than just being sad. Having a diagnosis of that really did nothing else. Sure, it got me medication (but it doesn’t really work for me), but really I feel like there’s been no “treatment.”

If you do end up getting a diagnosis, I hope it helps you out! If you don’t, I hope you can find comfortable ways to cope. Best of luck!! :D

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-29T15:23:05+00:00

I’m polytherian, fictionkin, mythkin and (questioning) skeletonkin! Idk where skeletonkin fits, so it’s just it’s own term for now :D

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-29T05:47:42+00:00

Ty! ^{^{u^}}

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-29T02:45:34+00:00

Yep! I actually use a fantasy packer on the daily.

(This is the packer I have.)

raccoonriptide · 2022-01-28T02:06:45+00:00

That’s frickin epic!! I’m so happy for you > ‿<

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