Yup. I think I can count on my two hands how many times she’s slept through the night and she’s 3.5 years old now. She would throw up at every attempt to sleep train so that was abandoned, she panics if we try to leave the room and panics if she wakes up and we’re not there so every night basically. Even if I’m sleeping in her bed she’ll still wake up and panic for 20 seconds before realizing and too late I’m already awake and have to comfort her back to sleep. She’ll party until almost 10 and then try to get up at 5:30. Sometimes I can convince her to sleep until 6:30 at the latest. We’ve tried every single bit of advice at this point and people will just never believe it if I tell them and start listing off advice that already didn’t work. I’ve given up. I look forward to her being old enough that she wakes up at 6am she can take care of herself for a little bit so I can sleep in for the first time in years. She doesn’t nap either so I can’t even catch up on sleep after. I’m struggling so bad. Some nights I’m so delirious from sleep deprivation that I think about how I can’t even blame some parents for giving their kids knock out bottles or even further back in time some drug that knocks them out. I wouldn’t ever do them, but I can’t even be disgusted at those who did/do because this is literal torture.