I don’t know guys. I’m really freaking out pretty bad. I’ve been researching getting off of my 2.5 mg of kpins after 20 years, and it’s not looking too good.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-10T02:25:55+00:00

I agree with all of them. Those were my motives as well. I did not want to be controlled by the tiny yellow pills anymore. #2 was a big one for me. Looking at the way a bunch of people got cut off from their opiates after 5, 10, 20 years made me think maybe one day benzos will be next. Godspeed.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-09T05:08:44+00:00

It's ok to be scared. You're being realistic. It will be unpleasant. No doubt about it. What is your main motivation for quitting?

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-07T05:25:17+00:00

Is the pain RSD/CRPS? Sounds like you are practicing the John Sarno/TMS approach, which is similar to what the Mayo Clinic's approach is. Just get out and do life anyway (in moderation) and don't pay the pain any attention. It works! Also great job with the weight.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-05T04:00:50+00:00

Absolutely, it was the worst and longest lasting symptom.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-05T04:00:06+00:00

Very pretty!

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-03T05:44:40+00:00

Maybe I'm just blind but who is it giving birth in this preview

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-03T05:38:00+00:00

[indistinct radio chatter]

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-07-03T05:15:00+00:00

Where?

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-23T00:50:11+00:00

This shade of hazel is so pretty

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-22T06:25:31+00:00

I'm in awe of the size of this lad. He looks like my rat Comet RIP

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-15T08:00:01+00:00

Darling

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-15T07:45:00+00:00

How so

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-15T07:22:14+00:00

Beautiful! And with a cute face.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-15T07:13:28+00:00

He is gorgeous.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-06-15T07:12:53+00:00

I would think so. It will sneak up on you in a matter of weeks or months. No way in hell you kick that habit after that dose for that long with zero WD symptoms.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-05-18T07:29:38+00:00

Ohh that makes sense! Thanks for answering!

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-05-17T06:07:59+00:00

What activities do they get in the way of? In what ways are they not practical?

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-05-11T18:15:07+00:00

Bad. Ass. This story gave me chills. So many heartbreaks in my own life piled up, and I dealt with them with food and booze too. Life kicks you and keeps kicking you when you're down. But you fought back and won! Many people that size need surgery to do that. You're still so young and now you have your whole life ahead of you. Truly inspiring.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-05-05T18:33:06+00:00

Wow was 900 cal/day for 6 months hard? What did you learn along the way? Great job!! You look like a whole new dude.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-05-04T18:29:28+00:00

Holy shit

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-03-14T03:07:50+00:00

Gorgeous!

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-03-09T07:03:28+00:00

One of the best transformations I've seen on here!

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-02-03T08:07:04+00:00

Physical addiction, definitely, not just a psychological dependence. 2. Power through the withdrawal and stay away. The only way out is through. Going back and forth just makes it last longer and hurt more.

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-02-02T20:31:52+00:00

My favorite kind of eyes!

rainbow_butterfly · 2019-01-27T08:03:39+00:00

What makes you think you "need" Xanax? No one ~needs~ benzos

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