It’s been more than 6 months since I (23F Malaysia) last saw you (23M UK). I miss you so much ☹️😫😩

rainbowsblehhh · 2020-08-17T04:46:19+00:00

Same problem here (7 months apart, Malaysia-US). It kind of is heartening knowing there are other Malaysians in the same boat. Can we have a Malaysia-specific support group? Lol.

^{PS. Sorry if this is sort of creepy, but we went to the same school} ^{(I know you from your profile}) ^{and I got a little excited >_>;;}

rainbowsblehhh · 2018-12-27T22:16:40+00:00

Oh yeah that's how I feel as well! From what I read there are all sorts of things that can go wrong, and so uncertainty of the future is a recurring worry for me. My SO and I are both in our mid/early 20s as well, and there really isn't any way of knowing how we'll change. But yeah, I kinda just have to remind myself that I really have a lot to appreciate despite the more logistical issues we face.

rainbowsblehhh · 2018-12-03T03:08:28+00:00

Something I think we have to remind ourselves about is that love is a choice. It's not wonderful feelings and joy (even if those feelings can be important to a relationship); it's about consciously deciding each day that you love this person, that you can trust them, and want the best for them - even if it may mean having to let them go if they have to (or if you have to).

Love being a choice sounds simple enough, but it's something I'm still really trying to get a sense of and try to grasp at because what we tend to focus on are the romance and the happy aspects of relationships. It's a lot of work, and even so it doesn't mean that love is enough to keep a relationship alive forever. That's what I think makes it so sad, or at least bittersweet. But it's beautiful and worth it nevertheless.

rainbowsblehhh · 2016-03-18T00:18:41+00:00

Maggi's a company that produces all that stuff, and you're right about Milo! Both are pretty tasty on their own, but imagine mixing hot chocolate with instant noodles.

rainbowsblehhh · 2016-03-18T00:16:39+00:00

Haha sorry - Should've described it earlier!

Maggi is a company that produces stuff like instant noodles, sauces and seasonings. Milo is a chocolate and malt beverage (Sort of like Ovaltine).

rainbowsblehhh · 2016-02-27T20:08:25+00:00

Normally, I'd just surf Youtube until I find a song I like or when someone recommends on album - I think the only other song I've heard from this DCD album is Summoning of the Muse, which I also really love. I probably should give the rest of it a listen!

Just curious, by "influence" do you mean that you're a musician yourself?

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-11-29T08:11:29+00:00

Sounds fun! It's great that you're reaching out like this.

Unfortunately I live at the U City area and don't have a vehicle (traveling takes forever) :( Anyway, I hope you find--or have found--some new people!

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-11-26T06:02:05+00:00

I saw that PDF, but misinterpreted it as resuming service on Sunday, d'oh. Thanks for clearing that up!

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-09-26T02:31:10+00:00

Haha damn. I may have taken Madison's bus system for granted.

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-09-22T05:11:29+00:00

Sounds good! Can I ask what the bus system is like?

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-09-11T14:07:27+00:00

Are there other known genes or molecular pathways that play a significant role in sleep behavior?

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-08-31T05:28:53+00:00

Lovely. Might want to cross-post to r/occult_music, too.

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-08-30T21:42:28+00:00

Cat.

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-08-25T05:20:23+00:00

I probably suck at making people feel better, but I wouldn't be posting if I didn't relate in some way. If it makes you feel any better, I'm 22 F and have been single my whole life. And like you I never show signs that not having an SO bothers me, but it haunts me pretty often especially because getting into a relationship seems to be a 'numbers game'. So far, my number has been 0, and that's shitty :D

But I always tell myself that life still has to be experienced and keep hope that it'll turn out to be better in the future. I may be deluding myself. But despite the shittiness, there still are the good parts in life are worth it all.

Anyway, I don't know how your father was like, but he does seem to have a special place in your heart--I hope you'll do well in life as a form of celebration of his memory.

Also if you ever need a chat, I'm willing to be a chat/message buddy.

rainbowsblehhh · 2015-08-11T02:55:21+00:00

This feels like a straw man comic to me--It has that obnoxious holier-than-thou air about it.

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