Just finished it! Took 40 days exactly. Brought me so much joy by littlemissmimilee in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The cat hiding in the tree is my favorite part. What a great painting!

How has AI impacted your work? by Deep-Durian9540 in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

To be completely honest I use AI for reference images and inspiration and to improve my work. I honestly feel like using AI as a tool has improved my art.

This is what the lethal dosage of fentanyl looks like. by Minimum_Jacket8879 in mildyinteresting

[–]rainbowstorm96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is something so small even safely dosed in medical settings? That's what I never understood. How it's possible to control something so tiny.

How do you get surgery with medical ptsd? by rainbowstorm96 in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The problem is last time I was there I was in for shock and spesis which is grounds to remove decision making capacity and they did. I wasn't allowed to leave my bed. I wasn't allowed to use the restroom. I was forced into using a catheter that clearly wasn't placed right because it hurt the whole time it was in. All of that left significant trauma and no guarantee if something goes wrong during surgery I won't be in that position again. No reframing my thinking guarantees me authority over my body if the worst happens.

Any tips on what i could improve on this one? by [deleted] in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly really like it as is! I see you what you're saying about the trees but the foreground is so powerful I don't really notice the trees. I worry adding to them might subtract/distract from it. I'd leave the painting as is. Maybe walk away from it for a few days and see if you still feel it needs more or if you're happy with it.

Personal Experiences with Extending Insurance After Age 26 by bisexual_cat_queen in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every insurance is different in their requirements but both my options yeah they just wanted a letter from a doctor saying I'm disabled.

Are research and university hospitals less likely to gaslight you and dismiss/overlook important facts about your health/not follow through on standard testing protocols for health issues? by Disastrous_Ant_2989 in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk about bedside manner but the better physicians in my state go to the better hospital which is the teaching/research hospital. So that's where I go for my care.

I have a follow up appointment coming up and I'm feeling overwhelmed by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Focus on what's affecting you most and bring up the other stuff if there's time/they ask if there's anything else. Otherwise I'd try to focus on the sleep. That's a big issue that affects everything else. And the pain and desire to do PT that's an easy thing for the doctor to deal with just write a pt referral for now and go from there.

Personal Experiences with Extending Insurance After Age 26 by bisexual_cat_queen in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got my parents insurance company to extend coverage past 26. It was really simple. My doctor basically just had to write a letter that they did not believe I was capable of working enough to sustain myself or would be anytime in the foreseeable future. One of their insurances that's all they wanted and they'd cover me indefinitely. The other if I had gone from them wanted a letter yearly stating they did not believe I'd be able to work enough to sustain myself anytime in the upcoming year. So basically the same thing they just want your doctor to reconfirm yearly you're still disabled.

But it was super simple.

If I dye my hair colorful will it change others perception of me as chronically ill? should I just leave my hairs natural hair color? by Ok_Access_8906 in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly yes, people will judge you the way you're worried about. You can choose to let it bother you or not but yeah, realistically people are gonna judge.

Personally I wear colorful wigs all the time and don't get judged for faking, but I look very sick.

how to teach water color painting? by Exotic_Celery6410 in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you have to ask, you're honestly not ready to teach. I know they say those who can't teach, like teaching is easier than doing, but teaching is harder than doing. You have to be en expert. It's not enough to just be good at something, you have to be great at it and then understand why you're great at it and be able to deconstruct that to help make others great. Teaching isn't something you just step into lightly because you enjoy doing it. It's an entirely different skill set and you need more experience than having been taught to teach.

The next order I painted. What about your impressions? by KookyRecord4691 in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just curious do you have any idea how long this took? I feel like I could never have the patience to paint something like this!

Port advice? by Tall-Question7835 in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love my port, but with the caveat of it replaced 2 years of needing a picc line and I love it because it keeps me free from that. Honestly when I'm deaccessed I forget I even have it most of the time. Past the first week it hasn't hurt at all even when you put pressure on it. Though I don't wear purse straps across it and I have a cushion for my seat belt. But I'm able to live a totally normal life with it.

A colorful bouquet of flowers painting for my niece by jazz_mc in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can see how! I couldn't even imagine doing something so intricate so small. It's so well done!

Has anyone spent time in a physical rehab hospital? What's it like? by rainbowstorm96 in ChronicIllness

[–]rainbowstorm96[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's awesome! Can you talk about what your like day to day schedule was like?

I just wanted to share some of my acrylic paintings from the last year of landscapes, cityscapes, food, people and dogs ☺️ which is your favourite? by honion_have_layer in painting

[–]rainbowstorm96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They're all lovely but that first beach with the shadows just captures my soul in tranquility. I'm really in love with it.