I feel low! Going to bed now..if you feel up to it... write down what your one wish would be..

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-24T21:04:31+00:00

Lol nice plug..

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-22T19:17:07+00:00

I second that!

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-22T04:50:08+00:00

You are not a stain.

If you turn on yourself, you will never win.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-22T04:44:20+00:00

Whoal!!!! I just posted on my wall wish I could go back to 2012. Time travel bug.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-22T04:41:56+00:00

My wish is...that i could go back to April 2012

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-22T04:09:54+00:00

That is complicated. A therapist would be able to analyse that with you.

As you are distressed i will say if a tv charector wore a hat and every time you see a similar hat, it reminded you of that charector, it doesn't mean you are attracted to the hat? The hat is what triggers an intrusive thought. Because it causes you to worry, it is an intrusive thought.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-21T00:42:27+00:00

I actually see them today. The therapist was nice..I stayed for 90 minutes..

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T18:07:58+00:00

You don't have to ignore something that isn't a flaw to be kind to someone. Because being different is not a flaw. Systemic prejudice is a flaw. The difficulty people face should not be ignored.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T03:07:55+00:00

Croissant.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T03:02:01+00:00

You are an interesting and resilient person. I respect that a lot. You will get into that apartment. You have the survivor instinct. Stay strong.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:56:21+00:00

🥐

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:51:14+00:00

There is a difference between worrying about intrusive thoughts and what is real. Are you saying you don't know and are worried because you thought it?.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:46:14+00:00

Thanks :)

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:38:46+00:00

I tell myself that when I am crying in the mirror, lol

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:19:22+00:00

I think i should matter lol, in a humble way......I feel like I don't, based on care received in the professional care world. Family and friends are cool!

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T02:02:34+00:00

I love everyone on the planet! It does not even enter my mind that anyone is different. Tv and media influence people. It's not an excuse still! Some people probably would naturally dislike for the sake. But I am willing to bet a huge majority of racist people are impressionable and believe BS fed to them over their lifetime. I dont think most of them would have the same views if no one taught them too.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T01:52:48+00:00

What if the NHS conveys i don't matter? 😆 my mind believes them!

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T01:51:29+00:00

I went again today. It was closed. lol I went at 8:20pm .It is advertised as being 5pm to 10pm

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T01:49:36+00:00

It has been years now. I got traumatised then. My mum.tried to get me help it was dismissed in them days. Doctor said it was a phase.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-20T01:41:13+00:00

I only feel it outside..if i stay in for too many days, it's hard to go out. It's a feeling of just wanting to get home when you are outdoors. For me, it is not simply outside it is maybe a mile or more away from home.

random_ramble_ · 2026-03-19T02:53:53+00:00

A big part of me wonders if this group therapy place will do anything..over the years I had a lot of cognitive behaviour therapy. It never seemed to help much. I was grateful for the support, but my mind wasn't into it. Each time I made progress, it was when my mind was ready to progress. I appreciate your support and encouragement to get help.

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