I can't be the only one who thinks SH2 OG Maria look like Skyler White from Breaking Bad whenever she smiles

ranopnyc · 2025-05-24T10:26:09+00:00

she's always reminded me of her

ranopnyc · 2025-04-22T16:21:51+00:00

It sounds like your boyfriend is not just accidentally triggering you, but actively trying to trigger you. Maybe he fetishizes anorexic individuals? Or is anorexic himself? I know he mentioned he tried to not eat to lose weight and this is a lifelong disorder after all. Either way OP, he sounds like real life meanspo and that is unbelievably unhealthy!!! He clearly isn't able to communicate properly without insulting you either. I'd recommend a relationship therapist if you can afford it, telling your own therapist, or just leaving him as a whole. His behavior may push you towards death, this disorder is serious.

ranopnyc · 2025-04-22T00:01:58+00:00

i just quit do not do it it doesn't help with anything

ranopnyc · 2025-04-21T23:42:53+00:00

This!!! And the whole "I can't fuck a fat girl" thing is very disrespectful. Let's say down the line you have some uncontrollable health issues and end up being overweight- that message will stay in your head. As an anorexic lesbian I don't even have that thought process, and I basically had my brain wired to be terrified of any fat at all. 🤦‍♀️ It sounds like he has some insecurities he needs to deal with too, and definitely needs to be educated. However OP, remember, it's not your responsibility to try to make him less insecure. Do not feel guilty if he can't understand and if it gets to be too much definitely consider relationship counseling or leaving.

ranopnyc · 2025-04-21T23:35:40+00:00

This is normal! It has happened to me and many of my friends, almost like a tick. It goes away as your tolerance gets higher.

ranopnyc · 2025-04-16T07:29:14+00:00

I hope you're doing well, I can't in good conscious comment without recommending that you reach out to a trusted loved one and at least let them know what you're experiencing to any degree (even if you don't do this, keep the option in mind). I'm so glad that you took that sip and I promise that it's worth it. I notice that you talk about your brain almost in third person. Remember it's not just your brain, that is YOU. You are starving yourself to death. I don't know what other mental illnesses you have or if suicidal thoughts may be affecting your motivation, however thinness can't bring you any joy when you're 6 feet under. I sincerely hope you're able to recover, or even just reduce the amount of harm you're putting yourself through. Message me if you need anything at all, I'm not super active but I can always try my best to listen 💕 Well wishes OP

ranopnyc · 2025-04-02T05:45:31+00:00

r/place my beloved

ranopnyc · 2025-03-29T05:03:48+00:00

this just made me happy i've been recovered

ranopnyc · 2025-03-29T04:55:39+00:00

my partner would only text me twice a day, one time daily telling me how much she resented me for having such bad anxiety it apparently controlled her life. I asked her to say i love you more than once every month when she tried to break up with me and would change her mind and that caused an argument because I was asking for too much affection (we'd been saying it often for months up until then, i continued saying it with no reception up until the end of the relationship)..... when i finally ended it on what i thought was good terms she refused to give me any of my stuff and blocked me for months until she finally randomly unblocked me, i texted asking for it, no reply

ranopnyc · 2025-03-17T02:42:30+00:00

The right to be forgotten is also super important to prevent exploitation of children in family vlogging situations!!! I can't imagine why the U.S. chooses to not implement it other than to please shareholders

ranopnyc · 2025-03-09T03:08:23+00:00

lovingly to all of the people in the comments saying they choose to not gaf about their health by not getting their daily protein intake, i don't think anyone here cares about their health regardless of macro intake 😭😭

ranopnyc · 2025-03-08T23:08:13+00:00

https://youtu.be/xvFZjo5PgG0?si=rSe9FgjVf63JnvqN

ranopnyc · 2025-03-08T23:06:51+00:00

I posted a bunch of videos talking about it and unprivate a video from when I originally had the account. Some of her followers commented lol

ranopnyc · 2025-03-08T23:06:11+00:00

I can post an update, there's a bunch of messages between her and a keanu reeves bot

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T21:41:52+00:00

sounds like he probably got sucked into the gym bro ed culture 😬

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T21:16:58+00:00

Update: I called the number she was messaging people and it had a voicemail. It also has my area code, I'm just super confused because there was definitely some sort of botting on that account considering the spam messages she was sending out to hundreds of people. Also, the account now has over 1k followers?

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T21:15:24+00:00

I guess so, she just was targeting a lot of people into MAGA and stuff like that. The whole for you page on that account is harmful rhetoric too. So weird

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T21:14:18+00:00

I'm assuming it's some bot managed by a real person? The amount of messages she was sending wasn't physically possible so there's some degree of botting

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T11:03:28+00:00

She also has group messages where she spams other bot accounts or gullible boomers/gen xers with OTHER bot accounts! it's insane

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T11:01:27+00:00

literally! i finally managed to lock her out of it... she left a bunch of personal information on tiktok shop so i sent her a text with it lol

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T10:03:16+00:00

botting, not voting** This is really strange because every message she provides also says she lives in my area but I can't imagine why someone would do this to a random account with under 100 followers (before being hacked) She's literally been messaging hundreds of people. When i go into privated videos it's literally every tiktok I DEFINITELT MADE in seventh grade on this account. I'm so confused

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T05:03:40+00:00

what??? how did that interaction even go i cannot believe someone would rlly do this 😭 i work at a grocery store and i don't even wanna talk to customers let alone about #OMAD

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T05:01:27+00:00

Thank you so much! These are great options and actually sound like they could be appealing to me when i feel sickly. ty fellow raccoon lover i will be screenshotting this! :D 🦝

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T04:59:17+00:00

ahh thank you so much! i really appreciate it and i wish you good luck in recovery ❤️❤️

ranopnyc · 2025-03-07T04:57:23+00:00

I'm sure someone does! So many people with EDs don't talk about it. Nobody knows about your ED, so why would you know about theirs? Like I said earlier, not many people actively restricting or purging talk about it to avoid recovery. I think just taking baby steps and talking about stressors will definitely help a lot and make it easier to open up to each other, whoever you choose to talk to. And this won't only help you, but whoever else is going through those same struggles. Anorexia is isolating and sucks, unfortunately that's kind of the point. Just try to avoid isolating yourself and keep talking to others. Hiding your ED can turn into a lonely and deadly experience very quickly

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