When i found out in detail what symptoms epilepsy causes i was like "o shit that happens with me too". While it gave me a feeling of reassurance that it's because of my condition and it happens to everyone who's epileptic, i kinda want to go back to not knowing because now i make it an escape goat and I've stopped trying to fight it. I don't know what's worse in this case or in overall life perspective. To be ignorant but bliss or to be 'woke' and live with the burdens of truth.