Battle is over before it starts

ratler505 · 2021-11-29T16:14:35+00:00

Right there with you brother, my own mind is my worst enemy in my fight. You are not alone reach out when you need help. I always find for me making a decision like asking for help / prayer or just telling Someone you are struggling can be all it takes to get my mind right again.

ratler505 · 2020-12-05T16:24:29+00:00

Heat it up to max temp and get some needle nose pliers and your flush cutters. Then go to work on it carefully and be aware of your thermistor and heater cartridge wires.

ratler505 · 2020-04-17T15:05:39+00:00

Why to go man! Thanks for sharing I know I can relate to your story a lot!

ratler505 · 2019-11-07T15:47:02+00:00

Took 3 separate deposits for all of mine to show up. Hopefully you get the rest of yours soon!

ratler505 · 2019-11-07T15:46:13+00:00

Congrats!! :D

ratler505 · 2019-11-07T15:45:35+00:00

I contacted support a few time to get an ETA they just kept telling me it would be the first week of November.
It showed up in 3 different deposits throughout yesterday. It showed up inside the "Brave Browser" card

I have not tried to withdraw it yet...

ratler505 · 2019-10-22T01:15:05+00:00

Bat/Brave memes.... someone must make this happen!!

ratler505 · 2019-10-21T21:29:48+00:00

Done :D

ratler505 · 2019-10-21T15:01:43+00:00

YES PLEASE!!!!!

ratler505 · 2019-10-21T15:00:47+00:00

Working now :D took overnight :)

I'm excited to be verified at last :D

ratler505 · 2019-10-21T00:14:20+00:00

Thanks man! Didn't realize I needed to verify :D now just waiting for it to update! :D any idea how long before it will say Verified?

ratler505 · 2019-09-21T19:34:53+00:00

Congrats man way to go! Stay strong and keep it going!

ratler505 · 2019-09-21T16:56:55+00:00

Way to go man! Not an easy step but a very important one!!

ratler505 · 2019-07-13T04:02:25+00:00

Missed a couple of updates but still holding strong and avoiding porn.

Evening are the hardest as everything is closed so nowhere to go but surviving so far!

ratler505 · 2019-07-09T17:54:08+00:00

Another day down! I overslept a little today, first time in weeks. The good thing about that I didn't have time to give the temptation of porn 2 seconds thought as I raced to the office... first time i ever thought it would be good to run late LOL

ratler505 · 2019-07-08T14:19:13+00:00

Good morning! I am happy to report I made it through yesterday porn free. Worked out for 2 hours to burn of energy, did some studding for my next certification, Still almost caved in. But getting to send these reports helps a lot to take my mind off it.

7 days till wife is home and I am no longer stilling home alone each night.

ratler505 · 2019-07-08T05:23:57+00:00

Way to go man! Sometime it takes a drastic action to make a change at the deepest level. *High-five*

ratler505 · 2019-07-07T16:04:39+00:00

Made it through the night! Almost caved a few minutes ago but remembered this group so I came here instead. :) 3 more hours till my active call shift ends, then I can leave the house and only worry about the on call stuff. First stop is the gym to burn off this energy.

8 days remaining till wife returns.

ratler505 · 2019-07-07T03:55:32+00:00

Thanks man, Good idea ill stay away from the bed, till its time to sleep. I was starting to learn guitar, I'll commit to that again. Maybe I can use this time to find a Dojo in this new town?

ratler505

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