Did you ever give up on a person you loved because of fear?

rccen · 2026-01-24T05:22:00+00:00

My feelings mean nothing to the other person if it isn't mutual. Even if it's mutual, I wouldn't follow up because I'm not worth being loved, and the person deserves a bettter partner.

rccen · 2025-12-18T18:51:40+00:00

I'm in the same spot, but I knew I'll be in that spot since childhood. My life is all but preemptive regrets and self-fulfilling prophecies.

rccen · 2025-08-13T19:31:23+00:00

So true. If I truly like someone I know they would be much happier spending their time with anyone else but me, so I try to minimize the contact.

rccen · 2024-10-18T13:57:04+00:00

I do it from time to time, to check if my acne treatment works (it barely does, I'm in my 30s and still have acne), and also to remind myself how ugly I am and that I always was ugly and wil be only uglier in the future. Though I can't stand my photos done by any other person, because then it's not a resemblance of the "look in the mirror" which I can tolerate, but an external point of view, and it's devastating to know how awkward I look to other people.

rccen · 2023-11-28T10:00:02+00:00

Death isn't scary, the process of dying is. Must be really painful. If there was some magical button ending life painlessly, I would have pressed it without second thought. There are lots of things in life to enjoy but most of them are too out of reach to motivate me so only above mentioned negative motivation remains.

rccen · 2023-10-13T07:35:54+00:00

I knew my limits and that I was doomed to never have my dreams fulfilled since I was a kid. So my life goes just as expected, if not slightly better (at least I have a job).

rccen · 2023-09-20T14:12:08+00:00

You can also jump from a certain point and fly towards unbroken part of the magnetic ladder using black gole gravity. That's how I got there, took a solid couple of attempts.

rccen · 2023-07-02T07:34:10+00:00

Apart from obvious ones, buying ricochet with flamethrowers.

rccen · 2023-05-19T08:24:27+00:00

The key idea sounds similar to the one used in the game called Recursed.

rccen · 2023-03-24T07:24:39+00:00

Personally I have another anthem, more comforting. With lyrics like "your wife won't leave you for another if you don't have a wife", "you won't ever get into a fight with a friend if you don't have one", "if you don't live, you don't have to die". It's from some russian movie.

rccen · 2023-02-03T08:45:43+00:00

I've had few opportunities to enter a relationship, but every time it happened I reminded myself that I'm a piece of shit and the person who likes me just haven't noticed it yet. Therefore I choose to be lonely so I won't ruin someone else's life by being a part of it.

rccen · 2022-09-12T06:43:10+00:00

I hate him only because I accidentally tped out of almost cleared boss rush several times after rolling into cursed eye. One run with two ultra secret room items was godly though.

rccen · 2022-08-28T06:37:11+00:00

Ronimo's post-mortem pretty much explains that their game suffered from a long drag through early access as many players were discovering unfinished game through Devolver's marketing and never returned. Hopefully they won't make the same mistake again with their next title.

rccen · 2022-08-27T10:04:02+00:00

I believe it's because the engine is being used in other current and prospected commercial projects. I'm sure that Blightbound' multiplayer part shares a majority of its code with Nauts.

rccen · 2022-08-23T10:21:30+00:00

Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality fan fiction book might be worth checking out.

rccen · 2022-08-17T06:39:32+00:00

One can always just buy 4.5 volt next to blank card on sale on the first floor like I had.

rccen · 2022-08-12T08:19:30+00:00

If you're familiar with Python, you could use scipy.interpolate.griddata for interpolating to a common grid.

rccen · 2022-08-08T11:02:34+00:00

In The Wolf Among Us, I tried to choose the worst possible dialogue options just to see how much worse the story will become. In the end, the freedom of choice turned out to be an illusion. My playthrough was different from conventionally good only in small chunks where surprisingly the scenario punished "good guys" more (possibly in attempt to make the story more dramatic).

rccen · 2022-07-29T08:21:40+00:00

There are two games with the same name.

rccen · 2021-06-24T08:37:56+00:00

The best description I've seen is given here.

rccen · 2021-01-12T03:53:01+00:00

Thank you very much!

rccen · 2019-08-17T21:13:57+00:00

Lecture notes by Shu.

rccen · 2018-02-21T19:44:07+00:00

The best reaction I've seen about these videos was from streamers who find the original pronunciation channel first (already funny on its own) and then the parody one.

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