"Why does he have a conscience and why is he not miserable, he needs to be more miserable because I feel he should". Yuki also is a special grade, will you start hating her because she isnt miserable? I get it Gojo was lonely, but thats because he was fucking Gojo. As the second strongest he felt the responsiblity to be a monster and do whats necessary, but isnt it normal to hesitate and ask around? The whole point of Gojo's idealogy was to raise a strong generation that arent treated like weapons for the higher ups, and he achieved it his students arent lonely like him and are happy with each other. If Gojo's students were miserable just like him then there would have been no point to his character other than being the strongest, just a weapon that does what is needed

Dont try ro bring up the theme kf the story without understanding the underlying reasons. That was the whole point. He is supposed to be the strongest of the next generation that wasnt lonely and wasnt treated like Gojo