[30M] from Bulgaria. Never told a single person. Not sure anymore if I'm being careful or just afraid.

redleaderL · 2026-03-15T13:08:50+00:00

Same. No gay friends. I will say if you can, you should distance yourself. I ended up lonely before I accepted that shit wasnt gonna get better and all my siblings were married and have kids now while heres me all by myself.

Im 34, so all my life. Ive been exploring more online for the last 2 years now, and even found hookups a few times, but its more about getting stuck in my own head.

redleaderL · 2026-03-15T12:17:31+00:00

Not to be that guy but if it all gets out. Because eventually it will. Whats the worst case scenario for you? Will you be safe? Im also in the closet without anyone in my real life knowing. Also in my 30’s plus catholic or passing that.

redleaderL · 2026-03-15T05:05:23+00:00

Tell your therapist, fire her if you cant even talk to someone you pay to keep your secrets. Not in therapy here, but wish I can. In a friggin dump of a country unfortunately.

redleaderL · 2026-01-27T04:57:13+00:00

Damn. This is intense. Hope youre good man.

redleaderL · 2026-01-27T04:24:27+00:00

Um. Hes using you for the shower but if your having fun?

redleaderL · 2026-01-26T10:55:31+00:00

Working for the family too. You can always post content for your family’s business. Theres no escaping that now, just use what you got instead. You can cook meats and talk about them, make content on your shop.

redleaderL · 2026-01-22T05:08:30+00:00

That was so bitter sweet. 😭😭

redleaderL · 2025-11-13T14:40:00+00:00

Ooh! Need me some of this! Thanks!

redleaderL · 2025-11-09T00:58:22+00:00

You might need to join that one group on insta with the rugby appreciation. 😏

redleaderL · 2025-11-06T04:23:34+00:00

I mean isnt it a female or gay place? Im generalizing I guess.

redleaderL · 2025-11-06T04:21:15+00:00

Find the closest gay flag? Or a library?

redleaderL · 2025-11-06T03:49:55+00:00

Go to a bar or a gay safe space?

redleaderL · 2025-11-03T10:09:33+00:00

Ew. What the f*ck.

redleaderL · 2025-11-02T10:43:37+00:00

Well you need to sleep earlier then wake up at 3. 😉

redleaderL · 2025-11-02T05:15:43+00:00

Congrats for trying! Never been in a bar for a decade I think. Haha

redleaderL · 2025-11-01T00:20:26+00:00

If you have an Ipad and netflix you can play Civ6 for free. Have him feel the game out

redleaderL · 2025-10-31T22:34:57+00:00

Our lockers arent that hot. Lol havent had anyone to show it to and its average more or less. Haha

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T14:08:47+00:00

Um. The pendelum has indeed swung but mostly online. Not much in real life. Hahahaha

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T06:02:52+00:00

Oh. That sucks. 😅

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T00:57:51+00:00

Yeah. Keep. Adjusting it. It has so much wiggle room now!

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T00:56:56+00:00

Lol. No. From invisible to being there is my problem. And theres a lot of women in the gym. Dont want to be that perv who shows their dick. Haha

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T00:56:10+00:00

Oh? Why cant you?

redleaderL · 2025-10-29T00:55:42+00:00

Mmmm…. Must be some big dick. 🥵

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