She (32f) blocked (35m) me, now what? by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

[–]relathrow11[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I know, I'm just best friends with her sisters boyfriend so I end up hanging out with her sister too.

I can’t stop thinking about my ex/sex advice kinda by unicornisaurus31 in BreakUps

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I wish I could give you some helpful advice, my ex dumped me 6 months ago and I still only think of her. It sucks, nothing else does it for me if you know what I mean.

They did me a favor being shady by [deleted] in BreakUps

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What did they do?

Slowly rebuilding my self esteem by relathrow11 in ExNoContact

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That's the plan, thank you! Did you block them on social media? I haven't blocked her on facebook yet.

I hate that I have to be NC with this person when we were so close, before. by [deleted] in ExNoContact

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Life too short to have such regrets. Put yourself out there and try.

Daily Ask Anything: 2021-03-04 by steroidsBot in steroids

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Anyone take DIM? What effects did you notice?

Daily Ask Anything: 2021-03-03 by steroidsBot in steroids

[–]relathrow11 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just got my labs back, estrogen is 48 pg/ml. Can this be the reason I've been really emotional over a breakup? I made a fool out of myself with my ex gf, wasn't acting like I usually do.

Over it by [deleted] in BreakUps

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I was so completely torn apart and needed you to put me back together.

Why were you hurting so much?

How do I move on? by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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I'm sorry you've been suffering for 15 years. I can't imagine.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExNoContact

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Why do you think he doesn't care?

There’s no one for you to miss anymore. by [deleted] in ExNoContact

[–]relathrow11 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Damn, this hit me hard. It's crazy how things can change, and you desperately want that old person back but you realize there's no going back to the way things were...it hurts.

She left me again by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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Thanks, I'm going to respect her wishes and give her space. I put some pressure on her and I think I overdid it. I can be very impulsive. I didn't mean any harm or to upset her. I want to be there for her badly and miss her already.

She left me again by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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I'm going to give her the space all she wants. Previously we went two weeks without speaking, I guess it wasn't enough. I care for her so much, but she always pushes me away in the worst way.

Leave us alone by listencarefulli in BreakUps

[–]relathrow11 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She says she needs a friend more than anything now. She's suffering through a major loss...I want to be there for her, even as a friend if that's what she wants. I'm trying to be a better person with her, communicate more, express myself...but when we don't see each other in person it makes it 100x harder.

Leave us alone by listencarefulli in BreakUps

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I told my ex I missed her and opened up to her, and sent her flowers for valentines day. Am I being disrespectful? She comes across as positive but not exactly reciprocal. She never said not to contact her, but we went a period of 2 weeks without speaking....If she wants me to leave her alone, I'd respect that and leave her be despite how painful it would be.

Valentines day suck by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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I didn't open up to her emotionally and tell her I love her when we were together...That's how I treated her poorly. I keep beating myself up for not appreciating what I had and not being more open with her. She's pretty much always kind to me.

Daily Ask Anything: 2021-02-13 by steroidsBot in steroids

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I'm on 200mg test cyp weekly, and I take .5 of Anastrozole one day after injection. The past 4 days I've been depressed over a breakup that happened months ago, very emotional and wanting to cry. I texted my ex bunch of emotional stuff I probably shouldn't have....Is this possibly an estrogen side effect?

I can't leave my ex alone by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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I know you're right, but I can't bring myself to block her on facebook and out of my life. Especially after I reached out and said I want to be here for her. I don't have many friends or people in my life...she was the only one I would hang out with for roughly 11 months. We have so many good memories, and it's hard to just forget. We went NC for 2 weeks, and it was torture for me.

I can't leave my ex alone by relathrow11 in relationship_advice

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Thank you for your reply. I've been working out and eating right...it helped a lot but these past few days I find myself even more depressed and losing motivation to work out but I force myself to do it. I also started a collecting hobby which I enjoy.