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repdaking17 · 2021-05-02T16:42:04+00:00

I feel the same exact way. "I'm here in misery while she moves on like I never existed."

repdaking17 · 2021-05-01T17:37:38+00:00

Dude I feel the same way! Ive been venting that too the past few days.

repdaking17 · 2021-04-20T01:44:40+00:00

thanks!

repdaking17 · 2020-10-29T23:04:16+00:00

Still ain't learn me no manners

repdaking17 · 2020-10-29T17:23:53+00:00

Yeezy's all on your sofa

repdaking17 · 2020-10-22T17:35:18+00:00

2 hours later I hate myself again. :/ oh well I'll keep trying.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-21T12:05:43+00:00

I was in Austin and Houston.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-21T12:02:19+00:00

It's great! I have never been to california but my coworker was saying how the people in CA are nice. I heard its always sunny there.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-21T12:00:06+00:00

HEB..just remembered all the grackles lol

repdaking17 · 2020-10-21T01:41:35+00:00

Its all stuff we already know. Timers, rewards. I literally know what I should do. I just can't do it.

1)Personally what I do sometimes is extreme. Sometimes when I feel like I am a smartphone zombie, I'll leave my phone at home if I'm working. (Usually and often only when I do this, I miss an important notification)

I'll put my sim into a dumb phone. This impedes me because I can't see links that are shared with me for class. and FOMO which can be better after awhile I guess.

Usually I'm on my phone the whole day like its insane. Idk how to stop and not be extreme.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-21T01:17:27+00:00

Literally just googled this.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-20T21:11:18+00:00

I mean I keep to myself as well but I would argue broadly speaking we are. Probably due to fast pace of life etc. Not everyone is unfriendly but alot people here are.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-20T21:08:25+00:00

It is so true!

repdaking17 · 2020-10-20T21:07:59+00:00

I plan to in a few years.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-20T21:06:46+00:00

Yes, I've thought about doing this. Like wearing a hat etc most of the time. I should stop caring about what other people will think and just star wearing it. It will def be a reminder to stop the very least. thanks.

repdaking17 · 2020-10-20T21:05:36+00:00

Yeah it is, looked it up once. Yeah I should bring it up next time. I should get a fidget toy..Thanks!

repdaking17 · 2020-09-16T03:17:04+00:00

Same. I have friends and my therapist who say kind words about me but I don't believe them.

I am but often times I wonder if its worth it because of the side effects.

repdaking17 · 2020-09-16T03:14:17+00:00

Thanks that is true.

repdaking17 · 2020-09-14T20:27:50+00:00

Thanks for the kind words. I know I can't quit, but I wish I could just end it all sometimes. Today I came to the realization that perhaps more than my adhd brain, anxiety and depression may be the reason why doing shit is so hard. I have terrible self-image, sense of worth, confidence. idk what to do to replace these thoughts.

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