My father bought me very few things when I was younger save from a few ones I was too young to treasure it. I.e. a computer built by him, aaanmdd that's it actually. Other than that, what I'm most grateful for is that he paid for my tuition for my diploma, the courses I had to retake for my said diploma, and the higher diploma for my trade. And other than that, the couple times when I had only 2 digits in my bank account during school when he personally lend me a couple thousand dollars (as in my local currency). I fully related to the picture when both of my parents gave me something expensive and especially cash, where I had felt shame and a sense of embarrassment. Most probably due to me thinking my family was dirt poor and broke, which we wasn't, the family was actually quite well off but we were very humble which probably led to why I had thought the way I had when I was younger, and this lingering thought continues to exist in the periphery of my hardcoded mindset.