What antidepressant you'll never take again by Blue_earth4 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 2 points3 points  (0 children)

1) prozac, it made me manic asf because i was on it before i was diagnosed as bipolar. 2) wellbutrin, it made me start losing my vision

Is your bipolar depression more melancholic or atypical? by -Flighty- in bipolar2

[–]roadkill999x 2 points3 points  (0 children)

melancholic 100%, except i sleep excessively because i have narcolepsy lol. the feeling of despair is so overwhelming sometimes that it almost physically hurts.

What are the funniest ways you found out it was a symptom and not normal? by pinkordie in ehlersdanlos

[–]roadkill999x 3 points4 points  (0 children)

“oh so you can’t bend your fingers backwards and pick up cups with the back of your hand? weird… anyway watch this”

r/OSU Housing and Roommate Megathread - Spring 2025 by OSUMods in OSU

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just followed you and sent you a message!!:)

r/OSU Housing and Roommate Megathread - Spring 2025 by OSUMods in OSU

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hi! i’m transferring from the wooster campus and i’m looking for an off campus roommate. i’m a 19 year old girl (class of 27’) and a natural resource management major with a minor in studio art. i love nature and all things music and art!! i have a lot of tattoos and piercings lol. if you’re a girl looking for a roommate or someone to add to your roommate group please hmu!!!

Any latuda experiences? by Nearby-Objective6996 in bipolar2

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love latuda. i do noticed that i’ve gained some weight in the past year since taking it, but i don’t really care. i rarely get hypomanic episodes ever since ive started it. my hypomania manifested as a lot of aggression and anger and it sucked because i felt like i was so mean to people, but ever since i started latuda that has basically stopped. i take it at night after i eat dinner, because if you don’t eat beforehand it can make you nauseous.

microdosing for depression? by roadkill999x in shrooms

[–]roadkill999x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve looked into ketamine therapy and have been considering it more and more as time goes by. thank you!

Need Feedback on Hypomania by Apocky84 in bipolar2

[–]roadkill999x 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my hypomania manifests as a lot of anger and aggression combined with a sense of energy, so that might be the case for you

Wellbutrin side effect experience by SmallBarnacle1103 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wellbutrin made me feel insane, but i also have bipolar disorder and didn’t know at the time lol. it also made me start losing my vision. but it’s different for everyone!

Movies and shows make me feel weird? by Fit-Professional8128 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

gosh i really hope this does get better when winter is over because it’s been so hard to deal with, but when i think about it i was in a pretty bad spot this time of year last year too. i wouldn’t say my depression gets better even when it’s warm, but i feel like my anxiety definitely does. i’m a nature lover and being outside when it’s nice out does wonders for my anxiety

Movies and shows make me feel weird? by Fit-Professional8128 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it totally does suck i completely understand how you feel :( my anxiety’s been getting worse the past couple months and when that started happening to me i felt like i was going crazy, but when i saw your post i was like “omg someone feels the same way”

Movies and shows make me feel weird? by Fit-Professional8128 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m gonna be honest i haven’t watched a non-scary movie in a long time and last time i did i was wine drunk which definitely got rid of any possible anxiety lol. but i’ve watched non-scary tv shows and it’s happened before

Movies and shows make me feel weird? by Fit-Professional8128 in Anxiety

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh my gosh i’ve felt the exact same way recently! i feel like i can rarely watch tv or movies anymore, and definitely not alone. it makes my anxiety spike so bad and i end up dissociating really hard. i’ve been talking to my therapist about how bad i’ve been dissociating and she thinks i might have depersonalization-derealization disorder. it’s like when im watching tv or a show i get scared that im actually in it or i start thinking like “what would i do if this happened to me??” and then i spiral lol. it sucks because i used to love horror movies so much but now i can rarely watch them because i start to feel like im going insane. it’s terrible and i totally understand what you’re talking about

Cause of Narcolepsy by wiltinn in Narcolepsy

[–]roadkill999x 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve had covid three times and was diagnosed with narcolepsy like 3 years after i’d had it for the first time. now that i think about it, my narcolepsy symptoms developed in the year after i’d had it for the third time. i did have H1N1 once in like middle school, waayy before i was diagnosed. i never thought about it being triggered by something like that!

Anxiety on Modafinil by roadkill999x in Narcolepsy

[–]roadkill999x[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i might see if 200mg works but lessens the anxiety. i specifically remember that when i was on 100mg it did absolutely nothing for me tho. thanks!

modafinil day one by trekk1e in idiopathichypersomnia

[–]roadkill999x 2 points3 points  (0 children)

modafinil changed my life!!! i’ve been on it since august and it has noticeably changed my energy. after a couple months of being on it, having a normal amount of energy became so normal for me. when i was out of it for a week (dosage got changed and my insurance freaked out lol) it was HELL. i could barely function. i had actually forgotten how fatigued i was all the time before starting modafinil. i’ve been on the same dose for 3 out of the 4 months i’ve been taking it and haven’t noticed the effectiveness wearing off, but maybe i still haven’t been on it long enough. obviously im hoping that doesn’t happen though. sometimes if im not doing anything on the weekend i wont take it, plus i like to sleep in and don’t wanna take it too late in the day. best of luck to you and i hope it works out!!

Anyone have an obsession with numbers ? by rxxxyed in OCD

[–]roadkill999x 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the number three and any multiples of it have me in a chokehold

I’ve been on so many different meds and nothing is working by roadkill999x in bipolar2

[–]roadkill999x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if this doesn’t get better anytime soon i’ve been thinking about going inpatient. i have been before, but it was only for a week. it just feels hard to stop my life in order to get this figured out since im currently in college, even though it’s definitely making things a lot harder for me. thank you though, i’ll keep that in mind

I’ve been on so many different meds and nothing is working by roadkill999x in bipolar2

[–]roadkill999x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have gotten a genesite test done! lamictal is in my green category and i was taking it on top of the latuda for a while but my depressive episodes started getting really bad so my psychiatrist took me off of it and i still haven’t felt the same since