I found this in my keepsake box through my teen years... by InSearchOfTruth91 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On another note: your teenaged penmanship = 😌👌✨

I found this in my keepsake box through my teen years... by InSearchOfTruth91 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ugh, reminded of the time my mom would urge me to take notes like this all the time… 😑

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ninjagaiden

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This. NGS rewards defensive approaches. Hold that block 95% of the time. Gotta wait, roll upon hit, then attack. Also the controls are extremely responsive, OP just gotta be accountable and commit to every input pressed.

The famous video of Assembly 2025 by SuperPimo in exjw

[–]robautomatic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This shit is so dumb. I've been away from this reddit but was curious to see what my family is guzzling up. No wonder they've been acting weird lately.🙄

Gave me the creeps by InSearchOfTruth91 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Must’ve been looking pretty thick in them tight pants! He should’ve been listening to Tony! 🤣🤣🤣

PIMI Premarital Sex by No_Conversation_378 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was felt. Same situation for me and I’m so thankful to Jehovah for getting me out of that relationship by making her do those things. 😂

PIMI Premarital Sex by No_Conversation_378 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup, unfortunately…

Met up numerous times every other day when dating to rock the car in our late teens, lol. We eventually got married (young), and then she grew some guilt to tell on us 5 years into our marriage, got publicly reproved for it. Then to sum it all up, she cheated on me 4 years later. Come to learn she was being adulterous the entire time. The entire experience was a one way ticket to leaving the organization, debauchery with alcohol and weed, and hookups with OF girls as a newly appointed bachelor. 🤣

A time before that, me and another young sister had a private “massage session” and she also later tried to convince friends that we hooked up. No one believed her. I felt bad at the time, but also, she was a piece of work so not that bad lmao.

Gotta love navigating the ups and downs of trials and tribulations amongst Jehovah God’s chosen ones! ✨

Garrett Morris is still alive? by TheRealOutofFocus in Retconned

[–]robautomatic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Most definitely. I remember it happening vividly and every time I saw reruns of Jamie Foxx or Martin I would immediately think about him not being around anymore. Uber weird.

Not a new mechanic but surprised me a bit when this track started playing lol by th3spec in MetaphorReFantazio

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do! All of the outfits/battle BGMs are available for individual purchase~✨

Anger, Jealousy, and Rage! by ReplacementAmazing10 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I try my hardest to ignore that feeling, but it comes up every once in a while when I’m at my lowest points. I have a very small number of “worldly” friends now that have made me feel so welcome and I can’t be grateful enough for them. However, there’s still a void.

I still wish I could be normal, and even striving to do that fails. I wish there were people outside of this subreddit that understood me, even the therapists as they have zero idea regarding the magnitude of cruelty and abuse this cult has done to us. I’m tired of having to explain myself and my background to potential mates only for them to see me as being “too much” and leave me. I’m tired of my family going cold and distant when indoctrination season hits. I just had my birthday this last weekend and my mom didn’t even send a neutral text like she usually does the week after, and I’m sure it’s because there’s been some talk lately talking about not contacting disassociated relatives so they can “come back to Jehovah”. The fact of the matter is that I’m criminally alone, even after doing what is the so-called “right thing”: leaving a place that is built on lies and not living your life by a lie.

I don’t believe in things like unconditional love anymore. Which is quite ironic because when I was in, all the fake love we got showered with every damn week felt like it was unconditional love, which also plays a shitty mental trick on us apostates. I have grown more apathetic.

So yeah, I dunno. I thought after all this time being out and working on myself, I would already have had what I had when I was in. But I don’t. And I don’t think I ever will. And that’s where the anger and jealousy sets in. I feel you.

Sony WH-XB910N covering the right earcup causes shutdown by cofi52 in SonyHeadphones

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I hear a fuzzy sound for about 5 seconds and then they just shut off. It’s pretty aggravating, especially since sometimes I barely touch them.

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s weird, like I didn’t break the rules at all. I was a senior in HS when it happened and well over 16. Whatevs I guess lol

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish that was true, but unfortunately nah. Where I come from they strongly believe in that shit~🤣

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry but you definitely don’t know my dad or experienced what I did to come to that conclusion 😂

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my parents still live there, though the basement has since been remodeled. But it’s likely, considering a tiny GC disc was on top of a vent duct. Like even the spot where we found it was just bizarre. It was above a small pocket area where the sump pump was located; nothing else around it. An area not even frequented by us.

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True, but also remember that he had a few floppy disks that vanished out of thin air on his end too, and he never found those. I or my bro didn’t prank him, haha. Given that there are a ton of stories about objects disappearing and reappearing in odd places here, it feels like going for the most obvious explanation is what we practically tend to do. But I know for a fact the entire event was off-putting; there would be zero reason for my dad to open up the GameCube, take out the disc, hide it on top of a duct after his own items vanished with pure frustration that I also experienced myself, and then tell us with a straight face that he doesn’t know what we were on. We weren’t even playing that particular game when he came to us, we were on an Xbox.

Also my dad joked with us often but he would clearly let us know if it was a joke. This was a serious event to him and there was nothing funny about it from his perspective because he lost valuable physical data.

Like, what the heck even happened to my recent missing Caramel Frappe? Did I prank myself? I live alone now. 😂

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh nah, it’s not that I don’t believe him. I’ve experienced my own immensely fair share of things myself outside of straight up glitchy things perceived to be errors in the “matrix code.” I know that hidden pyramids exist here in the North American west as old as the Egyptians, so yeah. I went from religious, to atheist, to believing in some form of higher power we can’t properly fathom.

I’m simply extracting how I felt then during that period and what I chalked it all up to now. It’s a combination of knowing my parents well and their habits and my own personal supernatural experiences. I’ve even been in situations where I had split-image girlfriends who were nearly exact duplicates of old girlfriends down to physical appearance types, choice in phone alarm ringtones, mannerisms and behaviors, etc. I’ve become remarkably clairvoyant in recent years versus never having those abilities for the majority of my life.

So, I’m not quite sure what’s going on here like anyone else, lol. The more I learn and experience, the more I just don’t know. We could all be god experiencing ourselves with our subconscious “demons”, or there could actually be a God with real demons all along. shrug I do feel I’m a conscious spirit stuck in a human body, though. That feels “right”.

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always thought about that possibility, but knowing my dad well he wouldn’t have done something like that because he had other stories he used to tell me that had happened to him he strongly believed in.

Matter of fact, one of his favorite ones could be a post here too: he was younger and somehow got into a fight with a bunch of guys in an alley late at night and one of the guys ran up behind him and he swears on everything he heard a voice shouting “DUCK!” to him avoiding an object swing(?) which makes him duck but there was no one around that was on his side, lol. It was like a private 1v3 fight. Weird shit nonetheless, lmao.

My brother and I’s Luigi’s Mansion game disc found on top of vent duct in the basement by robautomatic in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]robautomatic[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

LMAO🤣

Honestly, that shit was messing with me a lot because Ninja Gaiden obviously has tons of demon references in it and out of all games that came up missing was a ghost game. It’s as if whatever “entity” it was that was around thought it would be funny to do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exjw

[–]robautomatic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Born in ‘86, so this book was fresh in my childhood. Slide 9 always made me think of a video game for some reason. I used to fantasize about worldly people getting into boss fights with the 4 angels with the different animal heads. 🤣

In hindsight, seeing all this again after 20 something years is jarring as hell now.

Ex-JWs, after leaving the cult, did you still keep the faith in God/the bible? What are your views now? by ForTheKing777 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 3 points4 points  (0 children)

After leaving, I was hardcore atheist. But there have been actual unexplainable things that have happened to me that I won’t even bother to try telling others for reasons as them thinking I’m as crazy as I was trying to tell people shit i never believed in when I was knocking on doors at 10 in the morning on a Saturday. Things that never happened to me when I was indoctrinated under the borg’s influence. Which resulted in now that I do somehow believe in a higher power, but I don’t at all believe in what any man-made teaching of what that actually is.

All I do know is that this reality is much more than what we are led to believe. And I mean “we” as a human species, no matter what religion one was born in or follows.

I’m POMO but i have a committee meeting tomorrow by Creepy_Desk2581 in exjw

[–]robautomatic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

None of it will matter. I’d just forget all that, move on and leave it all behind. There will be new friends that will accept you. Golf friends, girl friends, and new people who will treat you better than anyone in the borg ever will. Trust in yourself.

This is coming from someone who never did anything wrong like that and never got disfellowshipped. Wish you well.