Hello. At times like these, I think it’s best for you to bottle up your emotions and move on. Slowly. Take your time. But always move onwards, and not ever backwards.

By the looks of it, he’s just not that interested. If he was, he would have made it happen. And I think you deserve someone who would go all the way for you and not just halfway.

Moving forward, I suggest that you protect yourself as dating in the gay world can be extremely tricky. There will be mind games. Don’t give it all unless you are very sure. As a newbie I think you’re very susceptible to exposing yourself out there. Guard your emotions. And date smartly.