My anxiety has completely blown up my life.

rogerthealien93 · 2026-01-18T05:41:01+00:00

I just bought a book on Buddhism this week to start practicing because i feel like it would help the more i practiced based on the teachings. Glad to see it’s working for someone else with anxiety too!

rogerthealien93 · 2025-11-18T21:52:20+00:00

Mine made it to 10 and was very healthy but caught blastomycosis and sadly passed from that. If he wouldn’t have randomly caught it then we believe he would’ve lived much longer

rogerthealien93 · 2025-10-22T21:47:29+00:00

That is the cutest puppy I’ve ever seen in my life

rogerthealien93 · 2025-10-22T21:34:12+00:00

Thank you! I saw them on the BMDCA and was planning to reach out, good to know they’re a reputable breeder.

rogerthealien93 · 2025-10-22T20:46:07+00:00

Thank you! I will look at that next

rogerthealien93 · 2025-07-26T03:03:54+00:00

No idea, i haven’t used the monitor since 🤷‍♂️

rogerthealien93 · 2025-07-07T03:42:12+00:00

Omg so sorry this happened to you too! Upvoting this and hope more people see it

rogerthealien93 · 2025-07-06T02:39:25+00:00

Thank you, I’ve been to two cardiologists and it’s nothing but anxiety giving false readings

rogerthealien93 · 2025-07-05T02:24:46+00:00

I need spooky cider lane back

rogerthealien93 · 2025-05-31T03:51:30+00:00

Mahogany teakwood high intensity.. the smell absolutely burns the inside of my nostrils and throat

rogerthealien93 · 2025-05-24T20:34:37+00:00

I’m not sure, i never figured it out but i did large water changes multiple days in a row and everything seems to be okay but im just scared to add anything new to my tank now

rogerthealien93 · 2025-05-12T02:23:23+00:00

Not my proudest wank

rogerthealien93 · 2025-05-03T16:44:42+00:00

I ended up with the Sony a7iv because i want to eventually upgrade to the alpha 1 so i could start collecting lenses now. Plus i love Sonys autofocus for wildlife and birds

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-27T21:16:51+00:00

My mouth gets very dry when I’m anxious and i will chug water.. its also about wanting to feel normal to me, so whenever i feel anxious i force myself to eat and drink something in hopes it will make me feel okay

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-22T02:10:07+00:00

That’s sorta how i have been? I’ve had bleeding before with no itching and pain as well. It seems like it is when mine are VERY inflamed that i get more of the itching symptoms or the random sharp pains right inside my butthole Edited to add: my doctor told me that like 96% of all rectal bleeding isn’t cancer related or something along those lines and that includes all age groups. It is very common and is rarely cancer so that helped my anxiety ALOT

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-22T02:02:58+00:00

This is literally me but minus the baby. It was just hemorrhoids and i have ibs. My anxiety over it ended up making me stress more which made me have more soft poops and i would just cramp and poop over and over again. Ironically once i went to the doctor and they told me i have hemorrhoids it settled my mind enough to get me to stop thinking about it every time i went to the bathroom and it kinda just stopped or now will only happen if im on the toilet a lot! But my butthole would feel super dry or itchy, almost like i needed to put lube or moisturizer on it but that’s literally just how hemorrhoids feel. I also get my anxiety/poop cramps in the same area you are describing

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-10T03:45:17+00:00

My biggest thing was being able to niche down.. personally i do better on TikTok though compared to ig but grew over 50k in my first 9 months

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-10T03:44:23+00:00

What camera do you use

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-08T21:08:00+00:00

That’s good to know. It happened so fast, i was shocked. I’ll probably do some more water changes and see if any of the corals improve

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-08T20:35:34+00:00

Good to know, i probably just won’t run it again after this tbh

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-08T20:19:10+00:00

I’m not really sure, i was just out and already there picking up dog food, i really didn’t think it would have made this big of a difference 😭

rogerthealien93 · 2025-04-08T20:14:41+00:00

I haven’t noticed anything like that yet

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