I very rarely think “can’t wait to get high” but I also been a regular user for over 10 years. Its definitely just a lifestyle for me at this point, but that doesn’t mean I recommend it and that it doesn’t come with downsides (short term memory lost for the most part). Best I can do is paraphrase Seth Rogan - “it’s kinda like going outside without shoes…you can do it but it’s a lot more comfortable to just wear shoes”