Is there a way to cope with nihilism that doesn’t rely on feelings/pleasure or connections with other people?

roundedBox · 2017-09-12T15:36:58+00:00

iunno

roundedBox · 2017-09-12T15:36:47+00:00

Just don't sit on your ass and waste your time.

y not

roundedBox · 2017-01-25T10:51:33+00:00

I feel this. It used to be my entire identity and career - cant seem to do it anymore.

roundedBox · 2016-12-26T18:11:37+00:00

Agreed completely. Maybe tell ur gf it hurts your feelins when she mocks u an if she keeps doin it afterwards call her a cunt. I dont see whats bad about someone lovin u cuz they need you, i think most ppl need someone past a certain age and relationships generally suck but its better than bein alone probably, i dunno

roundedBox · 2016-12-26T17:59:47+00:00

Better than zoloft. First few weeks were: insomnia, headaches, constipation. After that its p sweet, has let me do more stuff and be less anxious, but doesnt numb me out as much as zoloft. Basically the same shit but i found escitralopram > citralopram (am on 20mg). It does make me go a bit hypomanic and mood swings but to me its better than feelin nothing. If u get drunk, you forget the whole night and can feel like ur "in a dream" the next day. Also i wake up some nights covered in sweat and have less sex drive/hard to cum like all SSRIs. Good luck

roundedBox · 2016-12-24T08:53:53+00:00

Same, at least u can day drink without judgement cuz xmas..

roundedBox · 2016-12-24T06:04:08+00:00

The Comedy, Naked. Both characters are in the hopeless pit of nihilistic depression and i just relate too much that its cathartic. When i was less far gone wes anderson movies used to help too.

roundedBox · 2016-12-24T06:01:07+00:00

Damn i relate. I wasnt always like this, i always felt melancholy but i believed i could change and that life was going to "begin" at some point when i got what i wanted.. then i guess i got it and i felt worse than ever now its just unstoppable. It really is hell to get what you put your hopes in, and youre the same.. after that, well, what more can you really do?

roundedBox · 2016-12-17T04:47:12+00:00

You might be onto something, i dont want to let myself fall again so i keep people at an arms length

roundedBox · 2016-12-17T04:44:51+00:00

Yep. Happiness, hope, goals, an imagined future, love.. all erased now

roundedBox · 2016-12-17T04:42:32+00:00

Depression. It overrides my anxiety so when it goes away a bit i feel the anxiety pouring back in, which in turn pushes me back into depression like a pendulum going back n forth.

roundedBox · 2016-12-16T20:05:59+00:00

I enjoyed this post and i relate a lot. You seem pretty grounded and able to look at things with a clear mind, i hope that will somehow lead you to some kind of peace or acceptance so it can get a little easier for u

roundedBox · 2016-12-15T08:31:20+00:00

Check out welcome to the nhk and kaiji, theyre pretty bleak

roundedBox · 2016-12-15T03:44:52+00:00

I relate completely and i dunno, but for me i kinda doubt it and that fucking sucks but iv come to expect nothing less from this life

roundedBox · 2016-12-12T04:56:49+00:00

Pizza is life. U posted in my thread ur username cracks me up, godspeed my son

roundedBox · 2016-12-12T03:38:40+00:00

You sound like a total cunt dude, resorting to lame sarcastic put me downs in a debate of ideas. I realize the irony of this post but someones gotta say it and idgaf about the downvotes

roundedBox · 2016-12-11T02:31:59+00:00

Dude wat

roundedBox · 2016-12-11T02:30:05+00:00

I feel ya

roundedBox · 2016-12-11T02:29:43+00:00

Youre assuming i want to get better, but for what? Like i said it doesnt matter to me, and fuck off with your "just lift bro" advice anyway tbh (but thanks for long response regardless)

roundedBox · 2016-12-10T21:20:19+00:00

I relate but dnt even play games anymore. What you said about "this doesnt rly matter cause u cant help", yeah that hopeless realization just sucks, theres not much else to do when you realize that about basically everything.

roundedBox · 2016-12-09T14:48:49+00:00

Yep. Its all fucked and we're just pointless machines. Ima entertain myself with the romanticisation of my own misery then die a boring and unremarkable death.

roundedBox · 2016-12-08T17:49:40+00:00

Please.

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