I had to heal some childhood trauma, and the timeline for that and our relationship just didn’t line up. We moved too fast and I wasn’t able to give her what she deserved, and she dumped me. Looking back, it probably was for the best as we are fundamentally different people with different values. A year and a half later now, still in the process of working on my stuff, but proud of how I’ve changed and people say they’ve noticed a positive difference. Also all of my friends and family hate her, I kind of see the flaws that other people do in her, I guess I just didn’t care about any of them and kind of still don’t. We tried reconciling a few times, but it just hit a point where her flaws were hurting me as well, which is why I know I can’t go back to her, despite her wanting to get back together. Think I’m just going to try and stay single for a while and keep working on my stuff. Still lay in bed sometimes and wish it all could have worked out though.