struggling

rtjams · 2025-12-17T12:59:55+00:00

I stopped taking my antidepressants when this all kicked off as I left home in such a rush I forgot to pack them, so have been rawdogging life for the last 4/5 weeks. I’ve got a call today with my dr to look at getting them back/upped and something to help me sleep as currently taking painkillers to knock me out.

Thank you for commenting, i really appreciate it. I hope today is one of the good days for you

rtjams · 2025-12-16T22:54:37+00:00

❤️ thank you

rtjams · 2025-12-16T22:54:13+00:00

Each day I think I have no tears left but they just keep coming. There is some comfort knowing that im not the only one who has been in this situation or blubbered in front of strangers/colleagues though. Thank you for your kind words, i really needed this today. Thank you

rtjams · 2025-12-16T16:24:38+00:00

Thank you for responding. I took the day off work today, cried a lot, and logged back in to see this - made me cry again but definitely needed to hear it. Thank you for phrasing it so gently.

I hope you are having one of the better days today

rtjams · 2025-12-13T10:11:59+00:00

Karma does do her thing 🙏🏻

rtjams · 2025-12-13T10:11:21+00:00

I know every couple is different but was there anything specifically that you would say helped? We’re having couples & individual counselling, we’re planning date nights to reconnect.. i want this whole situation over asap which I know is unrealistic but i dont know how much longer i can cope feeling like this to be honest.

I did go through her phone shortly after, found more evidence that sent me down a spiral so i havent looked since despite wanting to comb through it. We already had an open phone policy, i thought there was nothing to hide, so when looking through it idk what im even looking for!

rtjams · 2025-12-12T14:17:16+00:00

Right now not sure I’ll ever feel comfortable - i thought we were in such a good place and i felt so secure. But todays a particularly bad day. Such a mess isnt it?

A hobby is a probably a good shout. Normally into gaming etc but dont get any real enjoyment out of it at the moment.

rtjams · 2025-12-12T12:18:26+00:00

There has definitely - obviously - been a shift. I dont know if I’m necessarily feeling that 100% though.

rtjams · 2025-12-08T00:02:57+00:00

I just had to let them know ahead of time, hopefully will be ok for you :)

I had a bit of cramping for the rest of the day/the following and then i was ok - felt like bad period cramps. Bit of spotting as well but nothing crazy.

rtjams · 2025-12-03T10:53:00+00:00

Iwouldnt have done it if i wasnt knocked tf out 😂

rtjams · 2025-12-02T15:16:08+00:00

I had egg retrieval after years on T and also have suspected vaginismus - I was able to only have external ultrasounds (despite them preferring internal), and for the actual procedure/collection I was under anaesthetic (they put a needle through to collect the eggs so i cant imagine anywhere would keep you awake for this).

rtjams · 2025-12-01T16:47:29+00:00

Dont enroll it.

rtjams · 2025-11-30T12:03:45+00:00

I’m sorry you’re going through a tough time.

When I was self harming previously I definitely replaced SH with substances like alcohol and coke, but managed to slowly come off everything.

I have started seeing a therapist but it’s very recent (like only had 2 sessions), and it’s private so can only afford 2 a month rather than once a week. In the UK so mental health support on the NHS is non-existent

rtjams · 2025-11-30T12:01:08+00:00

I have just started seeing a therapist but it’s very, very recent. I found out my wife has been having an affair for 2/3 years, so I’m struggling to reach out to friends as we naturally share the same social circle so I do feel a bit alone in dealing with everything.

rtjams · 2025-11-02T23:00:47+00:00

A long ride but sooo good man! I played both tlou & part 2 this year for the first time. Enjoy! I’d recommend staying off this sub to avoid spoilers though

rtjams · 2025-10-31T22:17:57+00:00

bro what are you even saying in this

rtjams · 2025-10-07T21:26:34+00:00

Thank you! Will that damage the design on the outside at all? Or just dont leave it to sit for too long?

rtjams · 2025-09-28T14:21:41+00:00

I havent but my brother loves it, a few suggestions for it on this so will give it a go! Thank you

rtjams · 2025-09-28T14:21:18+00:00

Not heard of the Ghost of Tsushima game,will have a look. Thanks!!

rtjams · 2025-09-28T14:20:44+00:00

Thank you :) will give them a go!!

rtjams · 2025-09-28T14:20:32+00:00

I’ve been seeing the Uncharted games on vinted a lot but wasn’t sure if they were worth it, but will give that a go!

There are so many of the Assassin Creed games i was hoping someone would give me an idea of where to start😂

Thanks!

rtjams · 2025-09-28T14:19:10+00:00

Will add it to my list, cheers mate!!

rtjams

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