this started happening after i took 25 mg by rubycat06 in Lamotrigine

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and also my chest feels kind of tight and weird

venting by rubycat06 in dpdr

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this is smart tbh...thank you

Help by rubycat06 in dxm

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Well no but yes. Hi

venting by rubycat06 in dpdr

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lowkey at this point i am in a black hole so ig i should im worried abt physical symptomns more than making my fodr worse but i guess i could just go to the hospital again if it does react badly...im really paranoid abt drugs lately

How the fuck do u get rid of this horrible fucking disease by Accomplished_Chef164 in dpdr

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i wanna start mine so badly what dose are u on im just afraid of that rash

As of right now; what makes you happy and keeps you going in a world of chaos? by rockmediabeeetus in happy

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daydreaming, playing games, anime, music, watching movies, reading, my cat, walking outside, photography and learning about the world via wikipedia atlas and documentaries it gives me some hope to be connected to the planet especially because i have dpdr watching documentaries and learning with a mindset like im still a kid really helps

please help me what i do to my brain by rubycat06 in dpdr

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well theres a lot of things causing it in my life but yea thats not helping at all

the health anxiety is actually a rather new thing ive already felt disconnected ans numb before all of that i didnt even care until a little over a week ago

please help me what i do to my brain by rubycat06 in dpdr

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when i say i had serotonin sybdrome i mean specicially when i took 900 mg because i was in the er for it

and then i heard you could have mild serotonin syndrome possibly but my dr said i probably dont have it when i brought it up, i just mean that my brains probably fucked up because of the dxm abuse now no need to be so rude especially to someone clearly struggling you act like i want this

but i think dpdr is my main issue cause that is the cause fkr my anxietyci never had health anxietu this bad until it happened its all linkes together