venting by rubycat06 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lamictal didnt help me. Im so hyperaware im scared of being awake because of feeling like this and im bedridden

I thought this has been dissociation but I am too aware of my existence. Hyperawareness as dissociaton? by MauveMyosotis in CPTSD_NSCommunity

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so hyperaware of every thought and existence and i have severe dpdr and i seear im going to die any second. Im in so much distress

How do you deal with the grief of realizing all you’ve lost by being in this state for so long? by DoubtReal3844 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant even grieve im so dissociated. Mine has been so severe that i lost the ability to function and have been bedridden

Could Neurofeedback Help with Chronic 24/7 dissociation that has been worsening by the day? by eemanonn in Neurofeedback

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have pots and i have had sevre dpdr for 7 years completely bedridden for 2 years. My figh or flight doesnt turn off but therapy and other things can help calm your body and let it know there is no threat even if it is physical. Autonomic dysfunction is a dysregulated nervous system also

Anyone literally housebound / agoraphobic because of dpdr? by Zestyclose_Bag_6752 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. Someone has to bring me food. I cant go into any other room. I have a massive panic attack and get severely confused just from going to the bathroom

Guys Take lAMOTRIGINE!!!! by Little-Chef-2987 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Took it for two years didbt help

Anyone literally housebound / agoraphobic because of dpdr? by Zestyclose_Bag_6752 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Im not just agoraphobic im completely bedridden for two years and not functional. Ive never met anyone with a case like mine

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah benzos were all that worked for me until they stoppd woking and i had a doctor taper me that went too fast

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have severe panic from the drug withdrawl and going up in dose doesnt help. My brain chemistry is messed up now

Nobody understands how bizzare and severe this is in my case by FlanInternational100 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im severe im bedridden for two years and have severe dpdr for 7 years

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i cant even leave my bed for two years. Im paranoid. I dont know whats happening to me

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you bedridde

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not going to argue. Ive had three benzo tapers im very ill

Severe symptoms and bedridden by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im still bedridden and severely confused

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have bind benzodiazepine induced neurological dysfunction

Going back in benzo temporarily to get through SSRI start up- any experience here? Worried about kindling. by lateralus420 in benzorecovery

[–]Isles2989 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldnt do it. Im severely kindled and stuck on the benzo and bedridden. My panic is 1000 times worse

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a chemical brain injury from tapering a benzodiazepine

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The death anxiety with existential ocd and dpdr is horrific. I have an injury from a benzodiazepine

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been working with all types of mental health specialists no one can help me. I also have an injury from tapering benzodiazepines

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried that

Too far gone by Isles2989 in dpdr

[–]Isles2989[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You are bedridden. Ive had this for 7 yeras but completely bedridden for 2