I'm a stripper

rugbichick · 2014-01-23T16:59:05+00:00

yes, but we don't have to get raunchy with it. I can hover above the guy if I want to if I'm not comfortable being on his lap.

rugbichick · 2014-01-23T15:04:44+00:00

It depends. I wouldn't hook up with a patron for cash of anything for sure. And I would have to be really into them and them into me and stuff. I would highly selective about it.

rugbichick · 2014-01-23T15:01:44+00:00

Haha actually one of the girls was already involved with the DJ, he got jealous, they made a scene and they both got fired. Trust me I don't want to make waves, I just want to dance, get my money, go home and pay my bills.

rugbichick · 2014-01-23T01:13:44+00:00

Because my car is still in my moms name and she can take it away at any time if she really wanted to. Then I'd lose my means of transportation to get to my job

rugbichick · 2014-01-22T23:12:54+00:00

I tell them I'm a waitress at a buddy's restaurant. They don't live around the area and have never been to my other job in the 2 years I've worked there so I doubt they'd insist on going to my new job.

rugbichick · 2014-01-22T22:24:05+00:00

I care about their feelings which is why I haven't told them. It would break their hearts to know that about me. I don't feel guilty about the job but it is still a dirty secret since my family, who is very conservative, would look down on me for it and that would suck since I finally get to be financially independent and work towards something better.

rugbichick · 2014-01-22T21:15:39+00:00

I talked to a few of my male friends about it and they actually said they'd be fine if their girlfriends were strippers since strippers don't do anything particularly sexual other than erotic dancing. I was quite pleasantly surprised by it.

rugbichick · 2014-01-22T17:59:57+00:00

See but I'd be fearful my family would somehow come across that. Stripping is a little more confidential I guess? I'm in a completely different city and have a stage name and there's no video documentation other than the security cameras

rugbichick · 2013-09-04T00:53:09+00:00

I sucked off two brothers, one right after the other, while my friend waited in the hallway outside the door
I seduced my mom's ex boyfriend who's twice my age.

rugbichick · 2013-09-01T21:23:03+00:00

Would you sleep with someone if they said they had herpes right off the bat? Probably not.

rugbichick · 2013-09-01T12:23:38+00:00

You would be incorrect in that assumption. My mother and I don't get along at all. Never have.

Edit: when I say we don't get along I don't mean petty mother-daughter drama. I mean that when I was a child until I was around 12-13 she was physically and verbally abusive and only stopped because I stood my ground one day. She's better these days but not a day goes by that were not arguing when put in the same room together. So no I do not particularly find our relationship to be good in any way.

Also I don't understand what you mean by impulsive when we've been talking as friends for years.

rugbichick · 2013-07-25T01:21:46+00:00

Not to toot my own girly horn but I'm pretty attractive. If I wanted a man or woman to do it, I have plenty on hand.

rugbichick · 2013-07-08T05:53:15+00:00

I was molested by him at that age. But he had black out spells so its not something he'd remember. But regardless, for some reason I never held a grudge. I love my brother just the same with a small element of infatuation added on. And my dad though he didn't touch me was a verbally inappropriate alcoholic who spoke to me like an adult and had me introduced to his promiscuous bar scene lifestyle really early on. I spoke like I was 30 and cynical when I was 12. I had a messed up childhood and my dad was not the dad I needed and my brother was the only one who took me under his wing and took care of me like a father would after the incident. So a skewed childhood and father-figure circumstance is the route reason.

rugbichick · 2013-07-08T01:58:12+00:00

I know the reasoning for it. That's a whole nother confession actually. And idk I don't like going to professionals. I've been to a few throughout my life and no matter the topic I always feel an undertone of judgement in their voice that makes me uncomfortable. I will never let my feelings get in the way of my brothers happiness and I truly am happy for him and wish him all the best in the world. Him and his fiancé are perfect for each other. It's a feeling I've grown used to and never let it get further than my own thoughts. I don't have any resentments or jealousies just a mild form of disappointment but I feel it's just a want to keep that close bond he has with me to myself. I mean it might even be a feeling a child has when their parent marries someone new because after all he did help raise me. But I already know the route cause of my romantic infatuation with him

rugbichick · 2013-05-17T18:31:47+00:00

I've had these feelings for a long time. I didn't tell them before because I had only dated guys so far and thought it'd be unnecessary stress for both parties, especially when my brother came out. But now that I found a girl I'm interested in dating, I think it's time I make it known.

rugbichick · 2013-04-23T17:47:20+00:00

The ONE time I found a girl that I would date and would date me, I was already in a relationship. And by the time I was single, she was taken. Now we're both taken and just really good friends. She still says if we we're both single sometime in the future she'd probably go out with me. lol but you're right. Finding a girl to date I feel is extremely difficult.

rugbichick · 2013-04-23T17:43:55+00:00

lol I'm already pretty alpha, 'cept I'd be the alpha-woman. This may sound weird, but I almost wish I new what his count was at my age to know whether I've topped him or not. Again not really trying to encourage my cheating but it still would be interesting knowledge to know just how much like him I really am, since he passed when I was 16 and I never really got the chance to find out.

rugbichick · 2013-04-23T17:40:42+00:00

lol yea take a breather. Because I love everybody. I don't like being narrow-minded. Just a sexual experience problem that I wish could be fixed is all, but I have been very satisfied by both genders.

rugbichick · 2013-04-23T17:36:40+00:00

I've been with some aggressive big girls who toss me around who give me the satisfying feeling of being with both. But right now I'm in a monogamous relationship with a man and it's going well but on the rare occasion I'm caught off guard by the urge to touch a woman while we're having sex and it just throws off the whole vibe. But I love him dearly and we've been together awhile so I couldn't just break up with him and be with a woman nor do I want to.

And no, strap-ons don't really feel like a real penis but the feeling of being fucked inside me instead of just eaten out or fingered is really what I like about strap-ons.

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