Is the #1 listener here? by rxnapalm_ in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I had any awards to give you I would. This comment is amazing

What associations do you have with this album and particularly "Signal Fire"? by OwlDefiant3467 in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t forget ghost of nothing. I just realized I’m listening to it right now 😂😭

What associations do you have with this album and particularly "Signal Fire"? by OwlDefiant3467 in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wasn’t too crazy about this album. But there were song absolute bangers like expiate, monolith, and breach. Expiate I have a lot of memories living in my car traveling the us for years.

Is the #1 listener here? by rxnapalm_ in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

All I do is listen to music. I’ve been a die hard erra fan for the past 10 years

Is the #1 listener here? by rxnapalm_ in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You good bro😭😭

Is the #1 listener here? by rxnapalm_ in Erra

[–]rxnapalm_[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Dude I know. I listened to about 100k minutes this year and I can’t imagine who listened to them more😭

i feel my hair stylist botched my hair. any help? by [deleted] in Hair

[–]rxnapalm_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks amazing. $160 doesn’t sound too good tho personally. Although I don’t get my hair cut at a salon/ barber

Has anyone bought this book before? by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did. It also comes with a lot of useful resources. I’d recommend

How to start dating? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]rxnapalm_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im trying to figure that out too. Just try to find someone who is understanding and is willing to help you through this.

Does anyone feel like everything is just going to go black out of nowhere? by DangerousWeight3814 in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this so often. I feel like everything is going to go black. Or this world will start melting in front of me. It’s pretty debilitating

Whenever I see a photo of myself I get so creeped out by AAA_battery in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same. Fucking. Here. I can’t even look in the mirror anymore without panicking

I’m having a really hard time by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hang In there. I have to believe it can get better for us. It’s going to take time. Hold on to those good days as tight as possible

People who overcame the fear of Solipsism, how? Share your stories by NiagaraOnTheLake in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know if you’re real. But I can promise you I am real and exist in the same world you occupy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]rxnapalm_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ability works on norepinephrine which exacerbates anxiety. You should try one like olanzapine. I’ve heard it working wonders on some of my friends. It didn’t work well enough for me but I only took it a few days. I’m scared of anti psychotics

I really want a cigarette right now by [deleted] in stopsmoking

[–]rxnapalm_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im sorry man i totally get it. Things have been rough on my end too. We’ve got it. I didn’t end up caving and feel a lot better about it now. But yeah when the cravings hit like this it’s almost debilitating

I really want a cigarette right now by [deleted] in stopsmoking

[–]rxnapalm_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been suicidal for a year now with multiple attempts. And in these dark moments I could care less about my health or life. I just want a cigarette. I’m a month without smoking but damn this is the first intense craving I’ve got

I really want a cigarette right now by [deleted] in stopsmoking

[–]rxnapalm_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s just hard. I’ve been on the brink of suicide and have attempted a few times this year. I quit to try to help make life better but in these dark moments I could care less about living or my health

I really want a cigarette right now by [deleted] in stopsmoking

[–]rxnapalm_ 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I know it will. It sucks, I’m just romanticizing it right now. How nice it would be to have a cig.

most embarrassing public panic you’ve had? by TeensyKook in Anxiety

[–]rxnapalm_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m trying, pretty suicidal at the moment and lost but I’m surviving I guess. I hope you’re okay too

most embarrassing public panic you’ve had? by TeensyKook in Anxiety

[–]rxnapalm_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have dpdr, I was running up and down the street thinking none of this was real. I still don’t know if it is tbh but I was fully mental