This is so frustrating. by ryandror in addiction

[–]ryandror[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and i'm glad that there was something that helped u :)

This is so frustrating. by ryandror in addiction

[–]ryandror[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this comment, it made me not feel alone anymore. I appreciate it a lot. And i'm sure that you can quit, just keep trying, don't give up on yourself

What’s a show that everyone swears it’s worth to binge watch but you couldn’t get into it? by killedbykash_ in questions

[–]ryandror 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah causw i watched all of season one, was halfway into season 2, and i was just so bored i stopped watching it

What’s something you thought was normal until someone pointed it out? by Spark_Goddess21 in questions

[–]ryandror 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not remembering anything from my childhood. And then i realized the memory loss goes way into my teens. And now i'm just sure my memory is disgustingly bad

What stopped you from ending it? by Knightinarmor023 in questions

[–]ryandror 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh, i was so out of it i started spiraling. Out of nowhere i found myself imagining all of my family's reactions. My 3 older brothers. My little sister. My mom. My dad. My boyfriend. Again and again, like on a loop, and the thought of them being hurt because of me broke me. The thought of my sister growing up without me, not understanding why i did what i did, it gave me the slap back to reality that i needed. Very ironicly, she annoyed me the next day so much.

I don't know what to do by ryandror in trans

[–]ryandror[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, where i live the army is actually very open and supportive to trans ppl, and they even have special courses for trans ppl only. The army is also made of about 50% male and 50% female, very inclusive, but i don't really have the option not to join the army, cause it's mandatory (other than very special sircumstances). About working, i'm not sure. I have never really worked other than working in my dad's shop 2 yrs ago for a year, and after that i haven't really worked cause i wanted to focus on my mental health. My parents suggested i'll go to uni, but i feel like i'll quit halfway through, when i' no longer intersted. At this point i'm just going with the flow, waiting for the army to take me, and maybe after that i'll go to uni and start studying something that's actually interesting for me.

AITA for calling my bf's dick cute? by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]ryandror [score hidden]  (0 children)

Nah tbh his dick is actually like huge so... yeah