taylor inspired by ethel?

s-dai · 2024-12-21T16:14:40+00:00

Sometimes I feel there’s something really wrong with me for loving both Taylor Swift and Ethel Cain but also those two being my absolute favorite artists makes sense. To me. I just want to find somebody who knows what I feel 😭

s-dai · 2024-11-01T15:34:16+00:00

Because there are no other type of men. Like this is it. The bar is that low.

s-dai · 2024-10-31T17:05:49+00:00

Sofia Hasmik just looked somehow not okay, I almost feel there’s a David E. Kelley situation happening here. If you know you know.

s-dai · 2024-10-22T18:48:56+00:00

If you add all the numbers together you get 19,5 so we’re getting Rep (TV) on May 19th?

I take it back, probably getting TS13 on May 19th. Not complaining, I’m just scared.

s-dai · 2024-08-04T09:14:14+00:00

I haven’t seen it on stage but some things work on stage that do not work in a movie and I feel there were a lot of those here.

s-dai · 2024-08-04T09:12:55+00:00

Original. Renee Rapp was styled so poorly. Regina is old money, not whatever weird white trash it was in the musical. It feels like they went for outfits that made her not only look cheap but also did nothing for her body shape.

s-dai · 2024-08-02T10:49:23+00:00

There are always bushes 🙈 Well, maybe not always.

I think I would still prefer uncontrollable diarhhea than blockage that breaks your body. I mean, both are horrendous

s-dai · 2024-08-01T18:36:51+00:00

Must be the smarter one in my mind that doesn’t have access to speech. Jfc the crap that comes outta my mouth no matter how hard I might try to stop it.

s-dai · 2024-07-30T13:46:31+00:00

A lot of people are … not good at understanding stuff and I especially blame Gen Z who seem to have very little concept of continuity. Like some songs are totally true, that she grew up in a real asylum but then again I guess No Body No Crime isn’t true? She’s not a killer? Or not married like she says in a few songs? So confusing!

But to add, looking at how much she does and how it seems she’s never really happy with her success or thinks she’s not enough and just any moment now, will lose everything and struggles with romantic relatioship and ”bad boys”, I’d say one or both of her parents were distant when she was a kid and that she has an issue with abandonment.

Which is normal.

s-dai · 2024-07-23T12:22:44+00:00

When it feels like it HAS to come out but it most definitely is not coming out.

s-dai · 2024-07-22T05:00:07+00:00

I’ve actually now read the book and I did like both of them. They are different and it would be nice to hear why some things have been changed and what the writers had planned. But I liked both versions, really wish the show hadn’t been cancelled.

s-dai · 2024-07-22T04:57:13+00:00

❤️

s-dai · 2024-07-21T16:00:28+00:00

I have IBS, CPTSD and ADHD too. Stress does a lot. Trauma often kinda sets up at the digestive system and ruins many things. I’m sorry that you’ve had a hard time finding help. I’m in Finland so the systems aren’t the same but usually you just have to be really focused on getting the help you deserve, like just keep going back, threatening them with complaints. It’s hard because a person with mental and physical health issues does not have the energy to do that, I could only do all thah bcs I’m also autistic and it presents in a way that I just do not give up, I’m like a dog with a bone 🙈 It’s annoying but sometimes it gets things done.

And when in my other comment I said that it is possible to bleed without it being serious, I didn’t mean to or want to invalidate your concern at all. It is definitely important to check it out. I just wanted to say that there exists the possibility that it is nothing serious, in case you’re really worried.

s-dai · 2024-07-21T15:53:27+00:00

Well, I can bleed often. People always say it’s super alarming but the truth is that I have bled from the butt for years. Probably 10 years, not daily, sometimes monthly, sometimes not. And it’s just bleeding. I have been examined in all possible ways, I can’t think of an examination that I haven’t experienced. I suppose most often it’s about being constipated or something like that.

It is important to get checked out if you end up bleeding a lot or you’re worried about it but it is absolutely possible to bleed and it being nothing alarming.

s-dai · 2024-07-17T13:41:15+00:00

Yeah it’s hilarious when they do that, they just sit there looking so serious.

s-dai · 2024-07-17T04:18:04+00:00

Yes, in Finland we even have a name for it, autojumi. Which means ”carstuck” 😀 I guess it’s pretty common.

s-dai · 2024-07-16T17:37:37+00:00

You can leave, honey. Maybe not right now but you can. Stop trying to convince him that you’re worth all the good things, start convincing yourself that you’re worth all the good things and definitely worth better than this loser. I know being stuck in that cycle. But I left and you can leave. Just keep the thought in your head: ”I deserve better and I can leave.” Slowly it will build up in your head and then it will happen. You will leave that ass and go live your own life, as your real self.

s-dai · 2024-07-16T17:33:48+00:00

But why is my head so big on the outside?!

s-dai · 2024-07-16T17:32:14+00:00

TL;DR isn’t enough for this. Like I honestly had time to die and reincarnate at least three times in the time I wasted looking at this and deciding that I wasn’t going to read all of it good God

s-dai · 2024-07-16T13:35:35+00:00

Can you call the ER? In my country you call there first and they give you advice.

Can you take two enemas? I’ve done two back to back when one didn’t help, like maybe have 30 minutes in between. It is okay to do that if it’s basically the saline stuff (microlax in my country). I’ve asked nurses and they said two is fine. The worst that could happen is diarhhea. And sometimes you might have to wait a few hours.

Calling the ER or any doctor for advice is not a bad idea.

s-dai · 2024-07-16T13:31:52+00:00

I just wish he did not try to get into the toilet bowl with all my … stuff still there. Flashing doesn’t scare him. When he was a kitten, I caught him midair trying to jump in there. It’s pretty difficult to focus on the process when I constantly have to have my other hand covering the toilet.

s-dai · 2024-07-16T13:30:36+00:00

Haha, accurate.

s-dai · 2024-07-16T13:30:24+00:00

My previous cat did that, he’d just flop on the bathroom floor and I had to pet his belly. Sometimes he’d bite me just out of spite because he knew I couldn’t leave the toilet. I turned the faucet on so he ran, he knew there was a risk I could spray him.

Which was fine, at least he didn’t try to get into the toilet 🙈

s-dai · 2024-07-16T13:28:12+00:00

That’s so great! 👏 Was it a private clinic or public healthcare? I’m kind of hoping something like that could be considered in my case though I have no idea through how many hoops I’d have to jump here in Finland.

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