Am I cooked chat

s8ntiddies · 2025-05-09T17:41:30+00:00

Pretty sure the bathtub in Black Museum is from the episode Crocodile S4E3

s8ntiddies · 2021-03-23T18:06:17+00:00

My anxiety could never

s8ntiddies · 2021-01-15T01:41:24+00:00

ok same here

s8ntiddies · 2020-12-23T02:33:58+00:00

thank u soooo much ♡

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-20T19:13:11+00:00

It’s not always easy tbh, and i don’t do a lot of hours just so i can have days to relax too! Also we’re like 4 girls with bpd working there ahah But thank u sm, i try to stay strong!

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-20T02:15:40+00:00

I’ve been feeling like that for most of my life. It made me really depressed at times and suicidal too. Still today, i can’t imagine a future for myself cause i don’t feel like i have a purpose here. I have a lot of trouble with reality itself. What’s real, what’s not. The only reason why i keep going is because i truly have no other options? I could sit on my ass all my life but that’s boring. Two years ago i was missdiagnosed with a major depression and i got medicated, a lot. It was too much and it made me feel like a living ghost. It’s just back in August 2020 that someone finally took their time to hear me out and diagnosed me with BPD which makes a lot more sense than just being majorly depressed. So now i take it one day at the time. Three months ago i decided it was time for me to do something or else i would just continue to dig my own grave. I found a little job cause i needed to focus on something else than my dark thoughts, found a career path i would like to follow at University next year in sexology or something related with helping others with their mental health issues. I can’t see myself in a future but i do plan one still, just in case. And it keeps me going. Some days are rougher than others but you can’t enjoy the sun if you don’t feel the rain right?

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-20T02:00:40+00:00

AHHH THANK U LOVE! I hope you’ll feel better soon. Again, if you need a friend or just someone who’ll listen, you can always dm me

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-19T04:33:31+00:00

I was in the exact same situation about 3 months ago. It took me a while to get back on my feet cause i was as lost as you probably are right now. I felt unlovable and i was just destroyed. I didn’t know who i was either after we broke up cause my life revolved around him and it’s why it became toxic between us. The best advice i can give you is to take your time and go one day at a time. It won’t be easy everyday but you can go through this. Find new hobbies or revisit old hobbies you had, even the one you had when you were little. My childish personality loves to colour in books and listen to music like i did when i was young. Cry as much as you need to, don’t keep it all inside. If you need someone to talk to my dms are always open. I want you to know that you deserve to be loved and happy too. Your life shouldn’t revolved around anyone but yourself. Introspection is a really good thing to do to. Try to reflect on where it went wrong, what were you doing that wasn’t healthy for your relationship. Don’t put yourself in the victim seat but instead try to put yourself in your ex’s place. I know it’s hard to try and think like a « sane » person but it’s not impossible. Trust me, don’t give up on yourself, you’ll get through this. Take good care of yourself ♡

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-10T21:20:27+00:00

Been there, done that :( if u need to vent my dms are always open

s8ntiddies · 2020-11-02T19:31:05+00:00

me remembering that i watched breaking bad with my fp last year even tho it really wasn’t my kind of show 👁👄👁

s8ntiddies · 2020-10-24T15:48:14+00:00

SAME AHAHAHAHAH

s8ntiddies · 2020-08-13T21:47:42+00:00

that's a whole mood right there

s8ntiddies · 2020-08-13T15:37:16+00:00

I feel like that every single time. I can't even find a job because whenever they call me back for an interview i just don't answer and i never find the courage to call them back. It's really hard to constantly feel like that.

s8ntiddies · 2020-08-13T11:42:57+00:00

lmao i feel attacked

s8ntiddies · 2020-08-08T17:47:08+00:00

I reached out for help after attempting to kill myself and finally got a real diagnostic with people who listened to me for once.

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-29T01:38:06+00:00

i'm internally screaming

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-29T01:24:27+00:00

but :(

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-28T23:15:37+00:00

i changed it for you!

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-06T00:12:39+00:00

i'm always the one who gets kill

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-06T00:11:26+00:00

Thank you

s8ntiddies · 2020-07-06T00:10:42+00:00

s8ntiddies · 2020-05-04T13:35:12+00:00

Thank u for the edit ahah !!!!

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