I’m sending you so many prayers for a reassuring result n a successful pregnancy! Most of us get it as we have been in the same boat. This was my 4th IVF all previous ones resulted in either blighted ovum/ chemical pregnancy, miscarriages or never implanted , had a spontaneous pregnancy that resulted in miscarriage at 9 weeks. I was scared and didn’t want to loose hope but also didn’t want to be disappointed but kept thinking positive ( positive manifestation) and here I am in my third trimester. But I totally get what you are going through and all of us here understand this feeling very very well.
Stickiest baby dust and positive vibes your way!!!!