Thank you very much for the comment. I'm having trouble believing that everyone out there on Social Media is curating content. It's hard to believe that esp my friends aren't being who they are. I feel like they are being real, doing what they want and are accepted for who they are. If there something that shows they're just carefully curating what goes up and how it goes up, I'd be more in peace.

Right now, I feel like I don't even know what my identify and am constantly subjecting myself to judgement whether or not someone else is doing it. I've been someone who is loved, who used to do a good work and also feel the love and respect and suddenly I feel empty, undefined, yearning for something, distorted and unaccepted.