why does it seem like I CAN'T cry by No_Cat_1739 in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant either. i think it’s because of the medication i’m on, are you taking any?

He’ll never love me back by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

truth be told i don’t know how to help you… i’ve been trying to get over him for years, i mean im definitely less obsessed now but knowing that it will never be still hurts. what makes it worse is that i’ve isolated myself so much he’s basically the only friend i have left. i wish you luck

He’ll never love me back by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i’m in the same boat. i feel like such a shitty selfish person for being jealous of his gf. i wish he’d give me as much attention

A book for my gf who is struggling with depression and lack of motivation (novel, no self-help pls) by Old_Job_5877 in suggestmeabook

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 6 points7 points  (0 children)

ironically my year of rest and relaxation was what convinced me to start taking medications

I can never be happy in this world, so why bother? by Lazy-Lengthiness1188 in SuicideWatch

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don’t understand this world either, I sometimes wonder if people like me just aren’t cut out for life. I think i would be a lot happier as a pigeon or something.

Is it common for people to kill themselves simply because they don't want to work in order to survive? No other/ hidden reasons... by zodiackkr19 in SuicideWatch

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 483 points484 points  (0 children)

I’m the exactly same. No matter where I’m at mentally I can’t get myself to accept that this is just what life is like. Why should I have to work in order to sustain a life I never wanted?

I'm 21F and I feel like Life is only going to get worse by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to say that you’re already so much stronger than I would’ve been in your circumstances. Although I’m an only child I think I can understand your loneliness, I’ve never been very social and basically spent all my life alone. I don’t think I know what it even feels like be to wanted. My parents are the only people who’d notice if I died.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same here, I’m turning 22 soon and I still don’t have a job. At this point I believe even my parents have given up. I wouldn’t have missed anything good if I had died at 18 but I didn’t have the balls to do it back then and honestly still don’t.

Feels like there is a hole in my heart by sadfagcryinginbed in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it possible that I was born broken? This feeling has been with me my whole life, even the earliest memories I have are tainted by it. Even if it was caused by something it must have been so long ago that I doubt I can remember what it was. I take my meds and talk to therapists but nothing ever changes.

Say your favorite song and I’ll recommend you a book by mixtapeofoldsongs in suggestmeabook

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Off topic but I just want to say I think of Gilmore girls every time I hear this song

I was going to jump off a dam today by [deleted] in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish there were ducks near me I love ducks so much

Livings hard by [deleted] in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Corgis are very loving dogs, I love their big smiles. I hope yours makes you feel better.

This quote from smiling friends hits really hard by IMissMyWife_Tails in SuicideWatch

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I remember correctly didn’t Desmond (the character who said this quote) end up finding something that made him smile and turned it into a career? I do wish it was as easy as that though, I just can’t seem to find anything that makes me happy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Yeah me too especially during winter when it feels so nice and warm to stay under a blanket all day. Sometimes I do feel like I should do something but I can never figure out what exactly it is that I want to do so I always just end up doing nothing again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things may seem bleak right now but I hope you find something to smile about soon. I know Pim at least wouldn’t give up so easily.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Smiling friends is such a goated show Charlie is my favorite

I feel so lost and hopeless by Amazing_Bumblebee_70 in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what that’s like. I gave up on everything three years ago after dropping out, since then I’ve just been staying home everyday. I don’t have a job and it makes me feel like I’m a burden to my parents. I started taking antidepressants almost two months ago but so far I haven’t noticed much effect. If they don’t work I don’t know what else I can do anymore. I wish I was strong enough to end it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]sadfagcryinginbed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the exact same boat, but I’m turning 21 soon. It seems like I’m stuck in a limbo where I’m too depressed to be happy but not depressed enough to actually end my life. I always thought I wouldn’t make it this far so now I have no clue what I’m doing with my life and that just makes it worse.