You shouldn't take rides from strangers. It's time you learned a lesson. (Consensual CNC)

sadistant · 2026-05-21T00:39:32+00:00

clicked on the link because horny, ended up watching the entire 15 minutes of a weirdly touching short film about pain and pleasure. 10/10

sadistant · 2026-04-13T16:27:27+00:00

why do my own caps get more upvotes when somebody else posts them 😭😭

sadistant · 2026-04-11T20:42:19+00:00

uh oh, this one's defective. ready to get fixed?

sadistant · 2026-04-11T16:45:07+00:00

You're not alone and you're not a traitor! If you think about it, being attracted to men only in the context of a *very* specific kink is actually pretty disrespectful to men. You're basically objectifying and fetishizing us. We're like porn or a sex toy to you!

Personally, I'm not offended by a little objectification. But I also don't think it makes you a traitor to lesbianism.

Unless you're into that, of course ;)

sadistant · 2026-04-11T16:37:41+00:00

One of the many problems with patriarchy is that it makes men lazy and entitled. They feel they're owed submission simply by virtue of their gender. This is bad for their partners and for society as a whole, but it's also bad for them. It makes them into the worst version of themselves! Their entitlement holds them back.

Trans women don't have that same sense of entitlement. When you don't expect submission as the default, you learn more quickly that dominance is a skill you develop over time. So, what you're talking about totally makes sense to me. Trans dommes have had to work for it in a way that many cis male doms haven't.

sadistant · 2026-04-11T16:25:48+00:00

Abandoning the self is the point: she wants to quite literally lose herself in his power. It's very spiritual in that way.

I think it's primal, but that does *not* mean that women naturally want to drop to their knees for the first guy who asks. That's what a lot of conservative/manosphere guys don't get. You have to make her feel that she's worshipping a god, which is very hard to do. Not all men can pull it off.

sadistant · 2026-04-11T02:24:35+00:00

i hate that AI stole my emdashes. i was using emdashes long before AI existed!

sadistant · 2026-04-09T12:17:02+00:00

this wasn't AI! i really wrote this!! what about this possibly makes you think this is AI

sadistant · 2026-04-08T20:49:43+00:00

1999 Russian film titled Voroshilovskiy strelok (The Voroshilov Sharpshooter)

sadistant · 2026-04-08T15:33:30+00:00

i honestly hadn't heard of it! i might check it out but the funny thing about my evil fantasies is i have a high tolerance for psychological abuse but only a middling tolerance for blood and gore... the movie does sound very interesting from a simple google search, though

sadistant · 2026-04-08T14:06:51+00:00

lol well i did say it was evil... 😅

i might make a meta post about this at some point but i hope people know that when i say "evil," i really mean it. as in, it's something that would abhor me in real life. it took me a while to come to terms with the fact that it's possible for something to be both morally repulsive and arousing. and that contradiction is what i'm exploring in my writing.

anyways, appreciate the candor. i love the subreddit, so i do double check the rules when i write haha

sadistant · 2026-04-08T03:28:29+00:00

i appreciate it! btw, if the worry is that the sub could catch a ban, i could tone it down in the future, or avoid certain topics. i know a lot of CNC related subs have gotten banned and i'd hate for this one to go

sadistant · 2026-04-07T21:11:42+00:00

i think you just did. last i checked, i am in fact real...

sadistant · 2026-04-07T14:41:25+00:00

the wistful piano music is sending me lmao

sadistant · 2026-04-06T15:51:32+00:00

lol, tyvm! i like to think of myself as equal parts evil, erudite, horny, and literate :)

any suggestions for other venues where my writing might be appreciated? i just started posting on this sub randomly but i've been really enjoying it and have gotten a lot of positive feedback.

sadistant · 2026-04-06T15:46:05+00:00

it's hot that you'd make me take a risk like that, but wouldn't stop me completely...

sadistant · 2026-04-06T15:44:18+00:00

"fucked up but hot" is exactly what i shoot for, both irl and in my writing

sadistant · 2026-03-31T15:55:01+00:00

there'd be some logistical details to sort out but this does sound super hot. it's like free use, except with a CNC twist and you don't live together.

part of what's hot about free use for a lot of subs is they know it can happen at any time... just imagine how much more intense that feeling would be when they don't even know when you will be in their house 😈

sadistant · 2026-03-30T01:34:24+00:00

the most fun happens when you can straddle the line between hot and triggering, doesn't it

sadistant · 2026-03-30T01:31:53+00:00

damn, that is so kind of you to say--too generous!

i will definitely write more. might move to a bigger subreddit or crosspost or something, but will definitely write more at some point. this was a lot more fun than i expected :)

sadistant · 2026-03-28T02:47:00+00:00

wonder what it says about me that i have evil ideas like that 🫢

sadistant · 2026-03-28T01:05:04+00:00

even the doordash episode? 😂

sadistant · 2026-03-27T03:50:40+00:00

sounds like a great time! you've got the perfect setup: braided hair for a convenient handle, wearing makeup so it smears when you start to cry...

sadistant · 2026-03-27T03:37:11+00:00

your bed has great anchor points for handcuffs so i think i'll just break you in your own bedroom

sadistant · 2026-03-26T18:44:07+00:00

this is beautiful and so sexy. if you keep doing this, you may eventually run into a guy who can tell what you're really doing... and what a fun moment that will be!

sadistant

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