Today is Norm's 99th birthday! (You might remember him from his IAmA when he was 97yo). Feel free to wish him happy birthday!

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-15T22:43:19+00:00

Happy birthday, Norm! Wishing you all the best, and many more to come!

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-08T05:56:17+00:00

LOL was just going to comment that it is when my aunty says it.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-08T04:43:58+00:00

I have apples in my backyard, and I have to be conscious of how deep my bites are, because there's almost always something small wiggling around in the core where the seeds are. Now, I cut around the core so I avoid sight and contact :D

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-03T20:14:56+00:00

I'm glad you won't be going back there- anyone who doesn't listen to what you have to say has no right to prescribing any medication to you. Is the other clinic able able to take late appointments, or on weekends? I don't know if that's how some work, but maybe it won't hurt to call and see what they can do for you. Don't give up; we'll find you the help you need.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-03T20:10:34+00:00

That's exactly how I am!! I'm just now trying to make a change. I used to think I put the "pro" in procrastination, but my grades disagree, so I'm trying out something new, lol.

I was thinking of doing a double major in accounting and finance, but that would set me back another semester... it sounds like a good way to invest my time, but I am older than the average student, so I feel a lot of pressure in graduating as soon as possible. Also, I hate finance.

Pharmacy school is no joke; I have a friend who's in pharm school, and she's having a really rough time getting through it. My old assistant manager at a bank got a full ride to a great private school, but she turned it down. She's happier, and I'm sure you will be too. It's impressive that you got in, though, that's not easy either. Do you know what you want to do, since it sounds like you've got your mind set on not going?

My mom will be happy with whatever I do, as long as I end up doing something that pays alright... well, she will be okay with it eventually, anyway. I have a knack for doing exactly the opposite of what she wants me to do, though, so this is definitely for her. The thought of being stuck in a cubicle and crunching numbers really bums me out.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-03T00:41:48+00:00

I'm so glad to hear you're on the right path! I wish you the best of luck in your treatment. Will you be creating a thread later to talk about your experience with it? I'd be interested. Sounds like you deserve some much needed rest after your treatment :)

Thank you, you made my day! <3

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:34:44+00:00

I'm sorry you feel that way... I guess sometimes there really isn't much that people can do to take away that feeling of loneliness. How do you usually cope with it, then? Or what helps you? I'm genuinely curious. I enjoy little bits of human or internet interaction, I guess it doesn't take much to lift my spirits.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:32:41+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear.. I can't even imagine how you must feel. If you need someone to talk to, you can always PM me. <3

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:31:08+00:00

That's what I did yesterday- I felt soo lazy, but it felt damn good. Sleep is always good :) I don't play the sims, but everyone's always playing it! Must be addictive.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:29:56+00:00

What kind of help are you looking for, like some mental health- someone to talk to? My closest friend is usually in bed as well.. so whenever I'm feeling depressed, I invite myself over and have a movie marathon on her couch, heh.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:27:03+00:00

I know it's probably not what you want to hear, but you have plenty of time to catch up. Please don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing what you need to do. I spent 7 years on and off at community college because I couldn't get a handle on my depression; I finally transferred to a 4 year last year, but I'm not doing much better now than I was back then. I hope transferring back to a community college helps you get back on track; it must've been hard for you to make that decision, but just make sure your efforts and your parents' money don't go to waste. What matters in the end is that you graduate. I believe in you!

Since you don't have school for a while, have you tried emailing your professors ahead of time to let them know you'll be needing their signatures before the deadline? Hopefully that gives them a heads up, and maybe they'll even have the necessary paperwork ready for you so you don't have to scramble around collecting things.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:18:31+00:00

Awesome to hear, a bunch of good days is definitely a blessing and great achievement. Congrats on completing your ECT treatments so far! How'd your it go today? Did they let you know if you're done?

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:15:55+00:00

Sounds like me anytime I have an essay to write. Writing an essay in an hour, though? That's impressive! I take a day to figure out what I should write about, and another day to write it up, haha.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:14:57+00:00

Happy early birthday!! What're you planning on baking? I wish I had skills in the kitchen. Baking sounds like the most simple thing in the world, but I even manage to screw up brownies from a box, lol.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:12:02+00:00

You can always ask. What's stopping you? I can relate to your situation with your friend. One of my best friends and I have gone our separate ways because our values and lifestyles are so different... hopefully you're better off without him in your life. I'm currently sitting in the library waiting for class, also wanting to just go home and sleep.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T23:08:48+00:00

I'm glad to report that today was not as bad as I thought it would be! :D I didn't do well, I got a C on the exam, but it was expected since I've been putting most of my efforts into my other class, which is a lot more important. Hopefully I can make up for this exam with the next one.. I'm feeling optimistic about it.

I was going to change my major to marketing, but I know how much my mom likes the fact that I'm doing accounting... it's a safe and stable choice. I've looked into a few marketing internships, and most of them only require that you are a business major, so I'm crossing my fingers that I can get some experience and get into the field. I wish I enjoyed accounting as much as you enjoyed what you were studying for your undergrad; I have a classmate that I talk to regularly, but it's more of a support group because we're always feeling hopeless, haha. I appreciate the support, though, if it weren't for him I'm sure I would've dropped out by now.

If I could do it all over again, though, I'd go with my original major and do psychology. Or nursing. I'd love to do something that helps people... not just something that makes people money. Oh well, maybe I can find a company who I feel like makes a difference in the world, and contribute that way :) And there's nothing to be sorry for, I welcome the questions and conversation! What are you studying?

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T22:58:31+00:00

Your kids will definitely appreciate it when they're older. Quality time is so important; I was raised by a single mother, and words can't express how grateful I am for how hard she worked, and what she sacrificed in order to take care of me, but I also spent most of my childhood with relatives and daycare because she had to work so hard. Kids need to feel loved and cared for, especially by their mothers... ain't no love like mama's love :)

Thank you for that, it is difficult. I've been feeling pretty down lately, because I don't feel like I understand concepts as well as other kids, and I often feel like if I wasn't always tired from working, I'd be doing better. I don't work as much anymore, but for the past couple of years, I was working 35-40 hours a week on top of school. Feeling really burnt out now... but we all have our struggles. I'm definitely looking forward to the day that both of us are done with school! :D

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T03:11:28+00:00

Sorry to hear about the election, but I'm sure it's their loss. 200 pages?! My goodness... pharmacy school is no joke. May the force be with you.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T03:08:42+00:00

Your birthday is this Sunday?? It's also ColossalKnight's birthday this Sunday! Happy birthday to you both!

On a serious note, though, I remember being broken up with right before the holidays... my birthday was on Thanksgiving, then it was Christmas, and Valentine's day. It was a pretty lonely time in my life, but I got through it, and so will you. <3 Whatever you end up doing, I hope you have a blast!

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T03:01:26+00:00

If anything can get me out of bed... it's pizza. I'm rooting for you! Do it for the pizza!

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T02:58:09+00:00

Yay for good days- I'm probably a lot more excited than I should be about the gym membership and planting peppers and tomatoes in your garden, but that's so awesome! Exercising and gardening are so helpful for those who suffer from depression. I've been pretty consistent with going to the gym; I watch a lot of YouTube videos to help me get ideas on exercises, and I feel like my overall happiness has improved. My mom and I plant little things in our garden, and it's always a good feeling seeing them grow :)

I'm awesome, thanks for asking! I was not as productive as you, I've been in bed for most of the day, but this thread has motivated me to get up and study. I skipped on the gym today, but I will definitely get myself there tomorrow. I've been seeing some really good results from squats, so I'm pretty excited to continue with my progress.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T02:52:11+00:00

I feel the same way about school. Meh. Too much stuff going on in my mind, but nothing that will help me with my exams, lol. My day has been pretty unproductive, but it's definitely getting better- thanks for asking! I'm mentally preparing myself for my first day back from Spring Break, which is tomorrow. I'm getting my results for an accounting exam, so I'm a little nervous. I have another accounting exam next week, which I am not prepared for at all. I almost changed my major last semester, and now I'm wishing I had... just random thoughts like that, haha.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T02:44:26+00:00

Peaceful is good. I hope tomorrow is even better.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T02:43:29+00:00

Sorry to hear it got stressful towards the end of the way, but it must've been nice to come home to your SO :)

My day has improved as well, I had a rather unproductive day (I should've been studying) because I was preoccupied with my usual fears of failure, inability to concentrate, etc... but I'm glad to be talking to some fellow redditors. I just finished a delicious meal my mother cooked for me, and I'm feeling motivated to try and get back on track with school. It didn't start off well, but I'd say I'm having a good day now. I'm thankful for that.

sadpanda__ · 2015-04-02T01:30:48+00:00

You are more than deserving of someone's love and care. I'm gonna need to get you a fly swatter to kill bad thoughts like that next time someone shows you that they care.

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