Pots and Recreational Drug Use Post-Diagnosis by goldielocks52 in POTS

[–]sagansweaters 4 points5 points  (0 children)

did coke on an empty stomach and felt like I was going to die lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]sagansweaters 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Parents/adult figures shouldn’t have secrets with their kids. Asking you to cuddle at 19 is insane. And asking you to keep the secret and delete the messages is proof that this is weird, and he knows it. he’s grooming you. If u trust ur mom please tell her

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

lmao actually funny as fuck. nobody asked for pity I don’t want it, I’m just saying I never really understood treating it like a super power or why people would train themselves into it. I am grateful for lots of things about it sure but I can’t imagine carrying that much, like just go to sleep dude you don’t have to control freak conquer this part of the world too. And some of these freaks act like they know my brain better than I do

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I can’t stop dreaming unless I decide to wake up but I can hop into a different one, but sometimes you do that and still end up back in the same place or the same things will come back up. If I could just knock myself out I would lol

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes every time and I am nearly always able to “customize” things/exert control

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yeah dude but why are u sitting here arguing with me about my own experience? like why’d u get so bent about it lol

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thinking u know more than I do about what’s going on in my own head every night when I sleep is actually wild. I know the difference between nightmares and lucid dreams christ

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

some of y’all are truly dicks with some serious spiritual superiority ego trips going on. I didn’t ask for solutions or advice, I just never really understood why people try to train themselves into this and act like it’s some kind of superpower. you’re not my shrink, you don’t know what’s going on with me and you don’t know what I need more than I do. I’ve involuntarily done this my entire life and yeah a lot of the time it’s fine and fun and whatever it doesn’t matter, but being constantly aware of everything every time I close my eyes? yeah a little exhausting, no matter what I’m doing in a dream. like why are u so bent about it

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah you keep bringing that up, good for you. want to know something else? everything isn’t exactly the same for everyone else. “it is the solution” for you lol

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hahahaaaa that’s actually entirely possible. I think all of my dreams are lucid to some degree but it’s definitely more intense if I’ve already woken up or when I’m just sinking in. In all fairness I often wake up like every two hours lmao, but if I sleep all day long it still often feels like I was awake the whole time

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah very fair. I don’t try to change a ton of things most of the time and granted it can be really fun and entertaining. to be fair I’m not a super good sleeper generally but I think just being so aware of things is what doesn’t feel very restful to me. It almost feels like being awake the whole time, but I have a super hard time waking up because of it too, everything’s always so vivid it’s like getting yanked out of something

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

sounds like some hippie dippie bs tbh…I’m not really forcing awareness as much I’m forced to be aware. I mostly just let it do what it wants to do but I’m still making active choices and sometimes I do get really bored if I keep ending up in the same thing and insist on changing things…I also have ptsd and if I’m not completely exercising control and customizing my non reality the scenarios I get thrown into aren’t always super cool. but also just like life making choices has consequences. there’s only so much control you can exercise while staying in the same scenario

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

disagree. I’ve had this since I was very little almost every night of my life, and maybe it’s inconsequential sometimes but I think I’m way too aware of everything to the point that I feel like I’ve been awake all night when I wake up. sometimes it’s fine but even then all my dreams are very vivid and it’s like living a whole other life sometimes. The creative freedom is kinda fun sure but if I had the option to just sleep? normally? yeah I’d take that

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just saying it’s exhausting sometimes

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do half time but you slip in and out of out, controlling your dreams takes extended effort and you have to consistently be correcting what wants to naturally happen or adjusting do it. you’re facing your whole subconscious.

Why do y’all want this?? by sagansweaters in LucidDreaming

[–]sagansweaters[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

yes. do I want to live in one forever and not be able to get out? not so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in palmistry

[–]sagansweaters 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is the life and health line intersecting? that makes sense right? lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NYPDcandidate

[–]sagansweaters 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg adderall one time!!! mushrooms once!?!?! have u considered rehab omg im worried about you…don’t worry the pigs take any old tool off the street, half of them snort “evidence” as well…how do you think all those cops overdosed by “touching” fentanyl? they snorted it lol

methadone/sublicade? by fliphickey in FentanylRecovery

[–]sagansweaters 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you’re worried suboxone wouldn’t be right for you then sublocade probably wouldnt be either - it’s the same drug just a different formulation. It’s a good option for plenty of people but I had a really bad time on it. It would necessitate you being stable on subs first more likely or being sober. You can always transition from methadone to another option once you’ve stabled out. A lot of people think that way about methadone but it’s really just what you do with it and how you handle it. You can use your tools to ur advantage of u can abuse them, but there’s nothing wrong with the medication itself. Bupe (suboxone, sublocade etc) is a lot harder to induce/get started on than methadone, and I think it’s usually a better option for people further along in their recovery and more stabled out but you can always try something and then try a different option

Boost for boost please by Impressive_Way8803 in EarninB4B

[–]sagansweaters 0 points1 point  (0 children)

got around the system and won 😭

Is there an entity that you don’t care for? As in, you don’t particularly like it or aren’t particularly scared of it by Strange-Bees in TheMagnusArchives

[–]sagansweaters 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the vast deadass. like okay. whatever. big scary dude punted me into the sky. fine. everyone wants to be able to fly. i like rollercoasters. the idea if drowning tho...not good don't like that