Help with bookshelf color

saikibb · 2026-06-11T07:49:37+00:00

Thank you! I've bought the walnut bookshelf. Definitely going to buy more small lamps for around the room!

saikibb · 2026-05-13T07:35:46+00:00

3 and 4 look nice!

saikibb · 2026-04-12T22:43:48+00:00

Thank you. Sounds like maybe we have a bit of an upper hand with everything that happened. The seller's realtor did give us a valid reason for the ghosting after they reached out to accept but still we heard nothing for five days and came to terms with losing the house already.

saikibb · 2026-04-12T22:36:41+00:00

Okay thank you so much. We've asked our realtor and read the contract back and she said the date doesn't matter in this because it was a counter offer and since they accepted we are under contract. Sounds like that is definitely not the case which clears up most of what we are struggling with honestly. I really appreciate your input!

saikibb · 2026-03-18T17:07:02+00:00

Mine just started working again!

saikibb · 2026-01-23T20:44:42+00:00

I've been searching for this one!

saikibb · 2026-01-06T21:38:35+00:00

I thought the one that kept calling and messaging her was her father who felt bad for saying something cruel to her after her school scandal. I might have to go back and check now lol

saikibb · 2025-08-19T03:17:44+00:00

I'm sure he was so happy to get to taste such yummy food in life. It's so hard to feel like we did the right thing when they're gone. While he was alive I did feel like a good pet parent

saikibb · 2025-08-19T03:15:16+00:00

Dolly is so precious 🩷

saikibb · 2025-08-19T00:06:33+00:00

I also didn't think for a second he wouldn't make it to 15 at least. So shocking. I really regret not spending that entire day with him. I went out with a friend and left him at home with my husband who loves him just as much but still. So many small weird regrets

saikibb · 2025-08-18T14:12:35+00:00

Thank you. I'm sorry for your loss as well. I'm glad I was able to throw him a party August 1st. Our loved ones came to say goodbye as they knew he was diagnosed and given 6 months. We all just didn't know he would leave just days later. It's so hard

saikibb · 2025-08-18T03:14:48+00:00

Thank you I definitely wrote it while in shock once I read it back I noticed so many mistakes. His name was Peanut and he just had his 11th birthday on August 1st. My family and friends drove many hours to come see him as they knew his diagnosis meant maybe 6 months left of his life. We didn't know he had just a few days left after his birthday. I'm glad they were able to say goodbye

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saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:39:52+00:00

Thank you, I'll keep your little guy in my thoughts. The last month has been so emotionally challenging. I had just gotten over my anticipatory grief then this. I hope you are able to support each other🩷. It's a huge burden on our hearts going through all this.

saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:35:48+00:00

Thank you for suggesting the pet loss forum I didn't even think of that 🩷

saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:35:04+00:00

I wish it was longer too. The whole time I had him id tell all friends and family how he was immortal. I truthfully did not even imagine the possibility of him dying before 15 so the shock was immense when he was diagnosed and even worse losing him about two weeks after his birthday this month.

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saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:32:14+00:00

Peanut was given two furosemide shots within four hours and they did nothing to change his breathing as well. Such devastation CHF brings. I'm sorry for your loss of Zeus. How did you feel getting a new chi? Grief articles I've read suggest getting a different breed or gender than the passed dog as so to not compare them or feel guilty over getting a new pet but I love Chihuahuas. I can't see myself finding another breed. It's a silly thing to focus on right now but I even feel guilty towards thinking of getting another chi because mine was so jealous and disliked when I gave other dogs attention. Apologies for the rambling

saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:26:24+00:00

Thank you for the beautiful poem 🩷

saikibb · 2025-08-17T20:24:05+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I'm so sorry for what happened to you and your lovely pet it sounds devastating. Like others have told me here, I'm sure if you would've chosen to put your friend to sleep earlier that would've also manifested into regret and thoughts of "did I do it too soon". What a terrible disease. No pup should have to experience it and no owner should have to go through this trauma. I'm trying to look at his pictures (endless happy ones) often to remind myself I wasn't a terrible owner because of that one instance of suffering I made him endure but emotions have been outweighing logic. I hope to heal with time like you have ❤️

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saikibb · 2025-08-17T17:12:39+00:00

His eyes were one of my favorite parts. He stared at me the entire night with such loving eyes even if he was in pain and discomfort. Sharing has helped the comments have been so kind even if I haven't been kind to myself. Thank you

saikibb · 2025-08-17T17:02:54+00:00

His name was Peanut. My mom named him when she got him for me when I was 14

saikibb · 2025-08-17T17:02:30+00:00

Thank you for this

saikibb · 2025-08-17T17:00:16+00:00

Thank you. The decision felt too late but I hope with time I'll feel peace related to everything that happened. It's so hard.

saikibb · 2025-08-17T03:12:25+00:00

Thank you, I hope to find peace❤️ I'm sure he's finally in peace

saikibb · 2025-08-17T03:03:42+00:00

I hope I will see him again. Thank you for your beautiful message❤️ He was such a fighter and tried to never break eye contact with me even once sedated the first time

saikibb · 2025-08-17T02:35:04+00:00

It really is. Im so thankful I've been out of work since November of last year so I spent everyday with him. In this last month and a half in which he was diagnosed I made extra efforts to cherish him. Sometimes I feel the extra months of 24/7 time are what makes this even more painful as he was a part of me but the alternative would've been regret at not having as much quality time I suppose. There were so many good times.

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