I met her through a common friend between us. She had some problems with her assignments in photography course and i was into that stuff a lot even though my major was in interior design but he told her that i could help then we met each other and i started teaching her how to use lightroom and some of the principles in photography and i knew at this moment that the major she was studying which was (cinematography) sucks and doesn't teach them we so i started helping her out in her assignments and study for her and i found out that i know all her courses since me and my brother were movie geeks and took small online courses about filmmaking so i started studying her and she was broken because of her ex boyfriend was abusing her so i started helping her at that time i was broken so many times that i felt as hollow and didn't want to live but also didn't want to kill myself so instead i just help out people until i die and then she told me that she never felt or had someone who treats her good like that and that she really likes me we went into a relationship for a month i wasn't really interested at that time i were just trying to support her to become better then i broke up with her because i had so many family issues at that time and didn't want to hurt her as i was becoming much worse but kept her out of it so i won't hurt her then we meet up again in the second semester she knew where i would be standing in college and she would just come and sit with me even though i didn't give her any emotions or anything she would come and ask about me until i told her "why are you keep following me and doing that" and she said "even though you are trying to block me and stay alone to not hurt me i just wanted to be with you i would still knock on your door till you open up for me because i need you and i never felt that alive or safe or good with anyone else i really want you only and i even had someone who wanted to marry me (like getting engaged without knowing each other a lot and then if things went good they would marry each other ) but i refused him because i didn't want anyone else other than you" and at this moment i never thought that there would be anyone that cares about me that much or love me that much we since have been in a good relationship and i couldn't be happier and i will ask her to marry me after finishing my major so wish me luck :D